Radioactive Runaway novel Chapter 36

It was so calming and peaceful, It only upset me that soo I would have to go back and attend pack duties.

I felt like an asshole, Avoiding Ellie. I didn't want to hurt her though, Forcing marking can be extremely painful. My wolf was on the edge since Marty was still out there doing who knows what.

Finally I gave in, To going back to the pack house. I went in through the back and went straight upstairs to get some clothes, Jeans and a white T-shirt. I was careful to avoid Ellie when I went back down stairs to my office. I didn't want to hurt her anymore, I knew I need to man up and get this done but maybe I could just explain first?

A light knock on the door, Jumped me out of my thoughts and to that intoxicating essence of Ellie- Shit.

"Come in." Manning up quickly, I prepared myself as she opened the door.

"Colten?" Fear laced in her soft voice. "Have you been Avoiding me?"

Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit.

"No, why would I?" I asked as I tried to hide my shaky lie with a light chuckle followed my a smile.

"I don't know."Sighing, She took a step into the room. "Did something happen when I was gone?"

"No."

"Then why do you suddenly fine me revolting?" She groaned as tears brimmed her eyes.

"I don't, Why wo-"

"Yes you do!"

"What do I have to do, to make you realize your all I will ever want and your beautiful." I said standing up, Still keeping a fair distance.

"Kiss me."

Without thinking, I crashed my lips onto hers, Her smooth strawberry lips moved in sync with mine as she gripped onto my hair with her fingers and a soft moan escaped her lips, The kiss was slow and passionate. My hands found there way to her hips and I pulled her closer deepening the kiss, My mouth had a mind of it's own as my touge plunged into her mouth after another moan escaped her lips, fighting for dominance, My mind suddenly clicked as I felt my wolf Starting to Rise.

I pulled away quickly, Hurt flashed in her eyes again. Oh god, You don't know how much I would love to just keep kissing her right then and make all the pain I caused her go away.

"It's not you." I said as my eyes flashed the deep green of my wolfs. "My wolf."

"If your gonna use you wolf as an excuse-"

"NO!" I screamed then clenched my teeth trying to push my wolf back. "I need to mark you."

"What?" Fear suddenly washed through her.

"I'm sorry, My wolf."

"I don't understand."

"He's taking control."

"Blaze. My name is Blaze."

Of course, Colten wolf was scary, So he had to have a scary name to go with it. Wonderful.

"Blaze." I corrected. "Please, Don't do this-"

"You will thank me later." He said coming closer.

I didn't fight the tears coming down this time, They ran freely as he was less than a foot away.

"Don't" I said as he put his hand up to my face to wipe away the tears.

"Don't Fight with me." He said in a not-so-calm voice.

I could feel my wolf threatening to come out, If there's one thing my wolf hates, It's being pushed around. Even if he is my mate, My wolf was pissed and didn't want to be forced marked.

My wolf and I were sick of being pushed around, and Blaze is NO exception; Maybe colten, But not Blaze.

"DON'T." I said with as much power I had, I had obviously pissed Blaze of because next thing I know I;m being pushed against the wall with his nose flaring.

"You will listen to me." He commanded, But it had no effect on me since I was his mate.

I didn't fight with my wolf when she started to rise, Letting her come up with a free will.