Alpha Killian novel Chapter 4

I woke up that morning with a smile on my face. For once I wasn't woken up early from the screaming of Sabrina or my mother. Tonight, was one of the rare nights where I wasn't woken in a panic by my reoccurring nightmare. I'm sure they let me sleep in as I had no choice but to attend the Moon Ball. The thought of the Moon Ball chased my smile away and instantly made me feel as though my world was already crashing down. I gripped the hem of my oversized t-shirt and tried to take a few calming breaths, but nothing helped the knot of unease that had been settling in my stomach. I couldn't place my finger on what was causing this absolute anxiety, but I knew it had to do with this stupid ball.

I stayed in bed like this for a few more moments, gripping my t-shirt as if it could save me. I squeezed my eyes shut and prayed that I could just sleep through the day, sleep through the ball. It wouldn't have been such a big deal if it was only my pack that attended. I knew no one in my pack could possibly be my mate, none of the unmated males had ever appealed to me before. The problem with this ball was that every single pack in America would be attending. Out of all of those unmated males, my mate had to be somewhere in the mix. My eyes shot open at that thought and I grimaced at the ceiling.

Why would the Moon Goddess pair me with someone when she knew how I felt? Maybe I was the exception, maybe I didn't have a mate. Even as I thought those words, I knew they wouldn't be true. Every wolf has a mate, like it or not. I clung to the absurd thought that maybe, just maybe, my mate didn't live in America and therefore I wouldn't meet them at the ball. This desperate thought was what forced me out of bed and down the stairs to the kitchen, where I could smell breakfast being made.

I walked into the dining room in time to interrupt a conversation between my father and Derek. Sabrina and Amber sat at the table with them, listening quietly, curiosity shining through on their faces.

"So, every single pack is going to be here tonight?" Sabrina exclaimed breathlessly, her fingers nervously twirling her curly blonde hair. Her blue eyes were wide and glanced at each of our faces.

"All of them, most of them have actually already arrived. Alpha Dan asked that they keep their distance until tonight." My father nodded, glancing at my mother who was currently bringing out plates full of food. For the moment my attention was drawn to the smell of baked chicken, garlic and potatoes. The savory smell ignited my stomach and I found myself tuning out the rest of my family.

"What- what about the Blood Moon pack?" I heard Sabrina whisper, but at once the entire table was silent. My father's face became unbearably pale as he looked into mine and Sabrina's eyes. My mother froze in the doorway, the plates of food in her hands forgotten for the moment. The tension and fear in the room felt like a thick fog that invaded our minds and clouded our thoughts.

The Blood Moon pack was talked about as if it were a scary rumor. I squared my shoulders and tried to make my expression look indifferent, but my eyes held the same fear present on my family's faces. There had never been a pack as strong as the Blood Moon pack in our entire history. Every other pack tread very carefully when it comes to the Blood Moon pack, and not pissing off its Alpha.

"They're not real- are they?" Sabrina whispered, finally breaking the silence at the table. I couldn't name a single person that had seen the Blood Moon pack or their Alpha in person. It seemed as if the entire pack was some scary story, we told to pups to ensure their best behavior.

"Oh, they're real. And they're every bit as vicious as the rumors say." My father nodded gravely; his eyes locked on my mother as they shared some unspoken words.

"But hardly anyone ever sees them, how do you know they're even real?" Derek asked, his voice stronger than the rest of ours. Even Amber's expression seemed to drop as her face paled and her eyes fluttered between me and Sabrina in pity.

"Plenty of wolves have met the Blood Moon Pack, and most of them were killed at his hands. Alpha Dan has met Alpha Killian Desmond once." My father spoke as a shudder made its way through his body. I felt at a loss for words, I had never seen my father this scared before. If there was anything or anyone to fear more than the Blood Moon pack it was their vicious Alpha.

"They're not coming tonight, a-are they? They never c-came b-before?" Sabrina stuttered, her gaze locking on my own in a look of panic. While I met her eyes with a blank expression, I could feel my blood run cold at the thought of being in the same area as the Blood Moon Pack. I remembered the stories I was told in school and by friends, stories of the Blood Moon pack torturing rogues, humans and other wolves. Some of the stories were too farfetched to be true, but until now I had always assumed, they were nothing but a rumor. The Alpha couldn't possibly eat other wolves, right? He doesn't kidnap unmated females to satiate his lust for blood, right? Every story I heard over the years replayed in my head. As blood, carnage and other vile images flooded my head, I resisted the urge to shudder in absolute fear.

"The Blood Moon pack will be attending the ball tonight." My father nodded, his face pale and shiny, as if there were a thin layer of sweat coating his scarred face.

"B-but, what do we do? W-we can't go!" Sabrina gasped.

"Of course, we'll have to go, we can't embarrass the pack." Sierra muttered in my head.

"You both have to go. You're old enough to meet your mates, and we cannot pass up this opportunity. You are the daughters of the Beta, you must attend. Avoid the Blood Moon Pack at all costs tonight." It was my mother's turn to chime in, her voice hard and cold, but her eyes showed the fear she felt for her two daughters. Even with my mother's disapproval of how I acted, I knew they still cared about me in their own way. From the tone of my mother's voice, the topic of this conversation was over.

The six of us ate in silence, the events for tonight running through mine and Sabrina's head with lightning speed. Every now and again a glance of pity would be shot our way followed by the sound of silverware on glass. At one point I locked eyes with Sabrina and saw a look of fear written on her face. As I picked at my food, my hunger fully forgotten, I tried to stifle the absolute horror I felt. My family was basically throwing me and Sabrina into a pit of rabid wolves. Would the rest of our pack attend, or would they be too horrified to show their faces? No, they would all attend... They wouldn't embarrass Alpha Dan by skipping the ball. My stomach churned and I was grateful when a knock to the door cut through the nervous silence.

"I'll get it!" My mother chirped, but her tone sounded forced. We sat in silence as the front door opened and closed and Hazel's smiling face came into view. At once she took in her surroundings and the tense looks on each of our faces. Being the amazing best friend that she is, she saw fear clearly in my eyes and took the opportunity to pull me away.

"Let's go up so I can get started on your makeup! I have so much work to do." Hazel gave me a playful smirk and sent a wink my way.

"Go ahead, have fun girls!" My mother called out as we made our way up the stairs, but again the carefree tone was forced. I could hear the worry for me and Sabrina clear in her tone.

"Okay, so what the hell was all that?" Hazel asked dramatically, gesturing to my closed bedroom door. She turned her back to me and proceeded to dump the contents of her makeup bag all over my bed. I watched her sort through small tubes of lipstick, eyeliner, and eyeshadow while I took the time to make sure my voice would come out clearly.

"The Blood Moon pack. They're coming to the ball tonight." As I said the words, they came out clear and even, but the fear still lingered in my body, causing goosebumps to spring up on my arms. I watched as Hazel tensed, her back to me, and stayed that way for a few moments.

"They're coming?" Hazel turned to me, an incredulous look in her eyes. I watched as her hand flew up and messed with a strand of her medium length black hair, something she did when she was rarely nervous. She looked into my eyes for a few moments, trying to find some shred of humor or laughter in my gaze, something that would tell her this was all a big joke. From the frown that fell on her face, she didn't find what she was looking for.

"What- what are we going to do?" Hazel asked me, her own voice sounding unsure.