Alpha's Mute Mate novel Chapter 51

I know he was a horrible person afterwards but he was my father.

I could've run away from home but I had no where else to go.

It at least taught me one thing.

Beware people can change for the better or the worst.

RED POV

I haven't talked to Adrian since the night he got his heat.

Even now we are still on it but we are controlling ourselves because of Lily.

Adrian is still half in control, but he won't talk to me. He would just see what's happening ok the outside world and make noises.

He was terrified of losing Lily, so he doesn't like that in the one outside talking to her and not him.

At times he would talk to her she wouldn't notice that it's him though.

I know I'm different than him but she has to get it together.

Adrian will be like this until I let him take full control.

I believe the moon goddess is furious at us at the moment.

The reason being is that we are not trying to convince her, trying to make her fall in love with us.

She's seeing the lack of effort we are doing and it's annoying her.

As "human" they don't know her as much as the wolf inside do.

Adrian is my "human".

As wolves we have our own laws that are different form out humans laws.

We are allowed to kill if it's to protect someone. We are not allowed to kill for our pleasure. We are not allowed to cower down from a fight but our human may decline. We have many different rules.

No human knows the actual reason on why we have mates.

They just believe it's because the Moon Goddess wanted to make us happy.

The history of mates is actually very dark and bloody.

We were never allowed to tell our human the truth on out mate and why they feel like all tingly.

"Shut up he wasn't always bad it's my fault ok." Lily whisper breaks the silence and my thoughts.

I shook my head and growled.

"Ha bad You're Blind you don't see it do you!" I yell at her knowing the truth about her father.

What good father will harm their child after there partner died?