Alpha's New Girl novel Chapter 15

He looked like a nerd, but his attitude showed other wise. He looked like a bad actor trying to play a nerd when really he was a hot rocker.

"Slap her again and I'll kill you," His voice came out like strangled music. It was...Perfect. He was my dream guy, but he was too much of a nerd for me to even consider him as a boyfriend. His neat blond hair repealed me. The only thing that made me stare was his almost black eyes.

I couldn't take anymore. I ran out tears forming when no body was around. With my trained hearing I heard soft steps from behind. If I wasn't trained I would have never heard them.

"Are you OK?" Fay's voice made me crack. I sobbed thinking about my messed up life. My abusive parents and my drugs. I tried everything to make me feel alive. Nothing worked. The only thing I could feel was pain. It reminded me that I was human. I wasn't some soulless creature. I was a person. Why didn't anyone else see that?

I felt arms around me and knew Fay was hugging me. She sucked at hugging but at least she cared. So I cried in her arms. She just stayed there silent and I knew. Maybe I wasn't alone.

Fay

What was I supposed to do? I'm not used to these situations. I hugged Lydia. Her sobs getting louder and then slowly softer. She looked up at me.

"What do I do?" Her expression was painful to look at. That's something I hate so much and fear. Living with no purpose.

"You come live with me. At least until you can go on by your own."

"Thank you." We sat side by side in silence. No other words were spoken. The silence peaceful, unakward at all, was broken as we heard Jason.

"Lydia! You OK? I was worried about you." Jason. said stumbling out.

"Yeah." Lydia said trying to avoid eye contact. It was obvious that they were mates.

"OK. Good. So you want to go home?" Jason asked.

"No. I'm actually going to room with Fay." Lydia said confident with no emotion like normal.

"What? But but we're mates! You can't do that." Jason said trying to keep cool.

"Yes I can good bye!" Lydia said walking away with a certain strut that said mess with me and your going to get fucked up!

I stay with Jason. He looks at me with this angry that I've never seen before, but it quickly turned into a desperate despair look.

"Why is she not attracted to me? I know shes human, but she should sstill feel the attraction." Jason said all nerdy. It hit me like a football player hitting the only guy in the way from winning the Superbowl. They were opposites. As that weird old saying says opposites attract. Maybe it would be faster if Jason had a little...Make over...My brain went over all the ideas. Until one brilliant plan smacked me in the face.

"Jason...You want help?" I asked all innocent. He saw straight through it.

"Oh no...What is it?" He asked almost sounding like he was in pain.

"Make over!" I said all excited. Even though I don't like make up.

"My life is over." He sighed.

Nightmare

"Haha! Loser! Slut!" A girl shouted. Everyone laughs.

"No one likes you! Stupid, ugly, fat, girl!"

"I'm sorry to say that you have no future. Wait why should I be sorry! Everyone knew you don't have any talents! And everyone knows you can't do anything right! I bet you even knew you have no future!" My mother said high fiving my father.

"I wish I used that condom now." My father said with a sneer.

I cry.

"Wake up!" Slap!

Dream ends

"Ow! What the heck!" I shout. I wake up sewing Fay over me with her hand out really to slap me again.

"You were crying. What's wrong?" She asked worried.

"How did you know?" I asked suspicious.