Alpha's New Girl novel Chapter 30

In my dream I felt at peace with the world. I must have done everything I've ever wanted to do. So I have to finish living my life. People would think I'm crazy and try to come up with a solution, but I knew deep down inside that it wouldn't matter. My life would end the same way, just uncompleted.

I saw the future. You can't change it. Even more then that simple fact. I can't change my death. Its a fixed point in time.

"Yeah. You'll protect me," I said lying. He smiled and started to kiss me again. I broke away saying that I wanted him to met Celia.

Lydia

She came back with Ash and smiled at me. I smiled back thinking how life was becoming a dream. One that I never wanted to wake up from.

They went inside to see Celia and Zane. Zane...He said that Grace was going to do something big. I'm worried that she'll kill Fay. Jason felt me tenses and he looked at me.

I couldn't let him see my eyes full of guilt so I turned to the window. The lush trees below felt different then before. Before they were filled with beauty, but now they seemed darker and more sinister as if they would ruin my happiness. That couldn't be I thought, but I looked away so I could forget them.

"Lydia. You OK sweetheart? " Jason asked his voice softer then normal. I nodded and cuddled with him as he sighed in content.

"Lydia?" He question after minutes went by.

"What?" I snapped back sleepily. He chuckled obviously amused by me.

"Would you ever want kids?"

"I don't know. If I ever get pregnant sure." He laughed and I closed my eyes drifting into deep sleep.

Meanwhile

Celia

She looked happy and I felt joy pass through me. My hero and her mate stood before me. An arm wrapped around me as Fay's mate looked at me. Zane must feel threaten by him. I looked at him again and realized he is an alpha.

"Celia this is Asher. He's my annoying mate," She said.

"It an honor to met you. I've hear so little about you from my secretive mate," He said.

"Any mate, friend, or otherwise is a friend of mine," I said smiling at him. He smiled back until Zane growled at him not liking the attention he was giving me.

At first when I saw the change I was scared, but then when he looked at me his eyes changed into an ocean again. I knew he was losing control of his wolf. He wanted me. And I wanted him.

Time flew by like a cat jumping of of cold water. The next thing I knew we were all stayed at the same hotel, in different rooms of course.

Ash laid on the bed looking at me. His eyes darkened as I approached him He was trying to calm his wolf down and I knew he was losing. He turned to the window trying to calm his wolf. I heard someones heart beat thump loudly like in a horror movie. Was that mine? Or was it Ash's?

Ash

She came to me like in my dreams. My wolf was out of control and my breathing became raged. Her arms wrapped around me pulling me into her.

And just like that my wolf snapped. I kissed her harder then I wanted pushing her into the bed. She moaned causing me to push her always will little control I had left. She didn't want me.

"Ash...I need you," My human struggled to ask her a question as my wolf wanted to rip our clothes off have his way with her and ask questions later.

"Do you love me?" My voice betrayed me by growling at her. She didn't seem scared of it causing me to lose it and slowly try to take off her clothes.