Alpha's Second Chance novel Chapter 198

ROSE

It had been two weeks since that dinner, and today was the day Kate, Kyle, and I would fly to Italy.

After the dinner, plans had been made quickly. Dad had been calling and poking wire the Alphas in Italy, and they had all given me free passage to travel through their territories, except one. Dad never got in direct contact with the Alpha, but after leaving him a message, he sent one back, saying I was not welcome there.

Another Alpha had told Dad that the Alpha had lost a mate and rarely let outsiders in anymore. So there were three packs, and I could freely move between two of them. It’s better than nothing at all.

I am still in bed, thinking about the last few days. The twins kept getting more and more distant from me, so I grabbed them the other day because I wanted to talk with them.

*Flashback*

“Nora, Nadia, open the door. I can smell you in there,” I say while standing outside Nora’s room.

“Oh, great, now she wants to talk.” I hear Nadia say.

“I guess so,” Nora says, and the door opens.

“Thank you,” I say and walk inside. And Nora sits next to Nadia.

I look at them, but they can not even be bothered to look at me, and I get angry.

“Okay, spit it out. What is going on, why are you two so mad at me?” I ask them.

“Oh, let’s see. Oh, yeah, you are apparently so miserable with us, your family, that you want to find your REAL mommy.” Nadia spit out. She had always been the outspoken one of them.

“What? Who says I am miserable here?” I ask her.

“Isn’t it obvious, you are leaving, and to find someone who doesn’t care shit about you, I might add.” She says, and I start to understand.

“Girls, please listen to me,” I beg them, and Nadia huffs. Nora is just quiet.

“I am not leaving because I am not happy with our family, I love our family, I love Mom, she raised me and will always be my mom. I love Dad, Noah, and I love you two, you my sisters, I would die for you if it meant that you were both safe. But my soul is damaged, Mia damaged me, robbed me of a future of having a wolf. And because of that, I was rejected and thrown away like trash, all because I wasn’t whole. Packmembers speak of me as if I am a burden as if I don’t belong here, and that hurts.

I am going on this trip to get answers, not to find my mom because she will be right here with you guys, and she always will be my mom. But I need to know why Mia didn’t want me. And hopefully, I can get answers, but if not, I will come back needing you all more than ever.” I say in one long speech and look at them.

Before I knew it, both girls flew up and hugged me. I hugged them back, and we sat like that for a long time.

“We are sorry.” Nora cries, and I hug them tighter.

“I am sorry too, I didn’t mean to make you feel I didn’t love you.” I cry. We all sat like that for a while, crying, but at least we had each other.