An Italian's Virgin Escort Series novel Chapter 61

Phoebe Point of View

Why is this so difficult?

I am almost on the verge of going crazy. I was just trying to do my job but, oh dear, seducing is a tough task.

Especially seducing someone like Niccolo is a very tough. I did everything Molly instructed me but only made Nicco distance himself from me.

Seriously, why am I suffering like this? Why is my life so horrible?

On one side, I want to payback Nicco and give him what he paid for but on the other hand, I don't want to do this as well. It's like I am insulting myself and Nicco too.

It feels like I am letting down an expectation he had on me.

It was a great dilemma for me to decide whether to continue with what is right for him or with what is right for me, because at the end of the day, both are right.

So after a lot of thinking I approached Molly, one of the very few ladies in the escort house who behaves neutral with me. At first she looked at me doubtfully and asked why I am asking for seduction theories when she has been an escort herself from good four years.

I get tensed when she narrowed her eyes at me but after a lot of stuttering and stammering, I told her that my old tricks were not working on my master.

What can I tell her then? I cannot tell her that there was no relation between Nicco and I other than friendship.

It was from then that Molly has been training me with few advanced tricks, as she like to call. I tried everything she told me to but I don't think it is working on Nicco.

At one point of time I almost told him my intention of giving him his rights on me but knowing Nicco, he would rather hit me for my stupidity than take me to his bed without my heart in it.

Oh Nicco, Oh!

"Are you trying to seduce me?" He asked analyzing my face for unspeakable answers.

So he understood!

Oh no, He understood?!

What do I say now? If I tell him that I am trying to payback the gratitude, then will get mad at me and I cannot bear that at all. I cannot see him angry on me. If I say tell him some bull tale lie, he would immediately catch it because he is one smart person I ever met.

What should I tell him?

I don't want to lose him. I don't want to lose his friendship. Nicco is not just one of the important people in my life; he is the only important person in my life.

"W-what? What is it?" I feigned innocence and turned away from him taking huge gulp of water.

"You know I late liars, Bella. Please tell me what is going on in your brain and trust me we will talk it out." He looked at me seriously giving me a chance to explain my heart to him, like always.

If there is one thing I like so much in my best friend, then it is he doesn't just assume anything. He always lets me talk and explain and only then will he scold for my stupidity.

"I? I just ?want to give you what you deserve." I said embarrassed, looking down with tears forming in my eyes. Now that I am telling him the truth, don't know why everything I went through these past few days brought a wave of sadness in me.

"Hmm, you mean you are paying me back with your body for the money I poured on you?" He was blunt like he was trying to hurt me but the softness in his tone is a good assurance.

I nodded my head without looking at him because I know what I will see. He is already furious and I made him even angrier.

Can't I do at least one thing properly?

I was just trying to pay him back and I couldn't even do that. I am really useless.

Nicco took the glass of water from my hands and drank the remaining content in it. I was expecting him to lash out but what I did not expect was him to squeeze the glass hard enough to break and hurt his hand deeply.

"Niccolo!" I lurched forwards in an attempt to take his bloodied hand and look at the cut but he did not let me touch it. Tears ran down my cheeks like stormy rain when the blood oozing out of his hand fell down on the ground in large drops.

Oh no!

N-Nicco is hurt.