Chapter 83: Dreams of Darkness
Running.
It was all I ever seemed to do, and every time I closed my eyes, the darkness cascaded over me like a blanket.
Welcoming me home.
But it made me feel terrified that I would be lost forever if I stepped into that darkness.
Taking a deep breath, I pushed past my own fears. The calling sound of a woman in the distance made me move further. I wasn‘t exactly sure what I would find, but some thing deep inside me told me to keep going. As that dark ness finally cleared, I found myself in a valley of light seem ingly to never end, and within the light stood a beautiful woman with long red hair and glowing crystalline eyes.
She looked familiar to me, but then again, she didn‘t. Was I back where I met Frigga?
“Who are you?” | asked softly, watching as the woman‘s gaze turned to me as she gently tilted her head.
Plump red lips and razor–sharp teeth formed into a
wide smile as she stared. “Who am I? I am you. Do you not recognize your own flesh and blood?”
What the hell?
“You‘re not me…”
“Am I not, mother?” Every breath in my chest escaped me at her words.
Mother? Was this the vision of my future daughter? Was I to have a daughter?
For a moment, I stood still and contemplated the wom an‘s words. But before I could say anything, a baby‘s cry caused me to turn my attention quickly to something in the darkness behind me.
Confliction. Utter confliction filled the core of my soul, and as the crying grew, my anxiety climbed higher. “If you go, mother, it will end as it was planned.”
Turning to look back at the creature, I shook my head in disbelief. “What are you talking about? What is planned?”
The crying grew louder and more restless with every passing second. Instead of waiting to hear what she said, I turned from the woman and ran toward the child. If there were a babe in trouble, I would be the one to save it.
The closer | got, the farther away the child seemed to be, and to make matters worse, a roar of endless terror echoed through the darkness, setting the panic within my soul I did not even know existed.
If there was something dangerous within the darkness, I had to hurry. Not just because I was in danger, but be cause there was a baby in danger too.
It wasn‘t until I saw the soft pink and blue blanket upon a lush bed of grass I realized I had finally made it. However, the sudden feeling of being stuck captivated my attention to the ground beneath me.
My feet were stuck to the ground, and no matter how much I tried to free myself, I couldn‘t. It was as if someone had super glued my feet to the ground, and there was no way to escape. “No…” I cried out softly. “Hold on, baby, I‘m coming.”
As I searched the surrounding area for something to help, I glimpsed something in the shadows ahead of me.
Bright, red eyes gleamed through the darkness, and as those red eyes stepped forth, I saw the face of a monster with a hunger dripping from its muzzle that terrified me. Its eyes darted from the baby to me as its tongue swept across its mouth.
Jolting from my bed, I sat in panic with my hand across my chest and tears streaming from my eyes. I didn‘t have the slightest clue what the hell had just happened, but I was glad to know it was all a dream.
Lifting my hand, I brushed the sweat from my forehead and took a moment to catch my breath. At the same time, my bedroom door burst open, and Damian ran in wide – eyed with James right behind him. “What happened?”
Taking a moment, I took a deep breath and pushed through my calming panic.
“Nothing, just a bad dream, is all. I‘m sorry I woke you guys.”
ET
Damian and James looked at each other with confused expressions before stepping forward. “Do you want to talk about it?” James asked.
“No, no. It‘s nothing. Why don‘t you guys go back to bed? I‘m just gonna read for a while. I think all those action movies last night got to me.”
With annoyance on his face, Damian turned and walked out of the room, telling me to rest. Things had improved with him over the last few months, but he was hard to read.
I knew he loved me, but I don‘t think he knew how to
honestly handle everything going on. I often had to remind myself it isn‘t just my life that has changed, but all of theirs, as well.
Glancing at James, he leaned down and kissed me soft ly. “Get some rest, sweetie. Tomorrow we can go shopping for things for the nursery.”
“Sounds like a plan,” I replied as he made his way from my room and closed the door behind him. My mind slowly drifted back to the flash of images in my mind from my dream.
Never once had a dream frightened me as much as that one did.
Who did the woman call me mother?
And why was there a baby in the middle of darkness with a beast looking to devour it?
Perhaps this was just me and an overbearing imagina tion as a new mother worried about the world her children would enter. I didn‘t know what to make of it, but the more I thought about it, the higher my anxiety became.
Was I bearing children into a world that did not deserve them?
Was I living a life that was no longer safe?
Granted, humanity wasn‘t ever safe, but I was aware of those evils, and I could protect my children. Instead, I am in a world of supernatural creatures | barely know anything about.
Creatures that, at any moment, could take everything from me I love, and there wouldn‘t be anything I could do to stop it.
Sliding from the bed, I let my feet gently touch the floor. There was one person I could go to who would know what to do. I still couldn‘t believe she was actually their aunt. Why wouldn‘t they have told me that?
Making my way towards the attic staircase, I turned on the light and ascended the stairs. Priscilla had taken up res idence in our converted attic, making it more incredible than I thought possible.
Once again, she could read me like a book. I didn‘t even have to tell her what was going on, and she would already be aware, which in the end made things a lot less compli cated when I needed to tell somebody something.
Lifting two cups, she made her way to where I had tak
“Have you spoken to the guys about these dreams?”
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