Arrange Marriage To My First Love novel Chapter 12

It's been a month since I married Jaesung and each day our relationship is getting worst.

I really don't know why I can't hate Jaesung, maybe because I love him? But he only notices that entity, so I need to accept the fact that he won't love me.

"Hey! Wash this now. I need this to be clean, arasso?" he throws a bunch of his clothes to me.

"Don't you have hands? I'm tired doing all the house chores here." If he wants his clothes to be clean the go to the laundry shop. I didn't sign up for this.

"It's your duty to do house chores without blabbering around."

"Can I just have some rest? I can't wash that now it's already late and my brothers might end up seeing me washing this at late night. If you want that to be washed this instant then do it yourself. I'm your wife here and not your maid."

"It's your problem not mine. NOW WASH ALL OF THIS!" I just sigh at his attitude; I know I can't defeat him in this useless argument.

It's past twelve midnight and I'm not yet finished washing this clothes, I really need to get some rest I can't take this anymore but Jaesung will get mad if I didn't finish this.

I felt that my eyes are getting blurrier because of the tears that want to escape in my eyes, as my eyes turn into a dark blue a flood of tears are crossing in my cheeks now.

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I don't know why I am crying. Is it because of this bunch of clothes I need to wash with my bare hands? I can't use washing machine because my brothers might hear it.

Or is it because Jaesung is being rude to me and I'm being a nice wife as always, enduring all the pain, I feel physically and mentally hurt because of him.

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"Saera-shi? Why did you wake up so early? It's still 3:00am, you should sleep more." Han-wool came out of nowhere.

"Uhm...I'm just getting myself some water because I got thirsty and I want to have some fresh air here." I lied, of course I didn't even get asleep, and I just finished washing and drying all of those stupid clothes.

"You look so pale. Are you okay?"

"Don't worry I'm fine." He was about to believe me with my excuse but then I cough nonstop.

"My instincts are always right when it comes to you. Get some rest now. I will just tell appa you are sick so you can't visit him later in the morning." WHAT THE HECK I FORGOT THAT WE WILL VISIT APPA!

"NO! I mean, I will go with you guys later. I want to be there." I just really want to have a rest there without an annoying husband.