Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 1002

In the hospital, the door to the operation room was closed, and Frederick finally returned to his senses.

"Are you all right, Frederick? Do you need to get a checkup?" Chet asked.

"I'm fine..." he said.

Frederick's gaze shifted to the operation room. Hearing her screams coming from inside the operation room, Frederick felt his heart sinking. He was frustrated, and he punched the wall heavily with his fist. In an instant, traces of blood filled up the space between his fingers.

Chet stood between his fist and the wall, and said, "Don't do this, Frederick!"

Frederick flung his arm away, and tugged onto his own hair aggressively.

"Why is this happening, Chet? Did I really make a mistake? I shouldn't have hidden it from her. I shouldn't have hidden the truth! I should've known that she was different from other women. If I betrayed her, she was definitely not going to wait for me anymore!" he said.

He yelled, "I was too confident. I thought that even if she wasn't going to wait for me for three years like she did for Jeremy, she would've at least waited for a year or so..."

"However, it's only been less than a year! I almost killed her, and now she's..." He paused.

"What should I do?" he asked.

Fredrick was regretful. He shouldn't have hidden the truth from her while compromising with Danica. He should've told her the truth about everything!

What was the use of him getting the antidote then, even if she was still alive and being in front of him? He was still going to lose her!

She was pregnant with another man's child...

He always thought that he'd be able to accept anything, and that he wouldn't be bothered at all. Yet, at that moment, Frederick felt as if he had been stabbed in his heart. It was so painful that he couldn't even move!

Chet raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, sighing deeply.

He said, "Perhaps this is fate, Frederick! Have you ever thought about which outcome you'd rather have? If you compare the plane crash, with this..." It was where she was pregnant!

Chet took a pause, and continued, "If you were allowed to choose, which outcome would you rather have?"

"This, of course!" Frederick said.

After making the decision without hesitation, Frederick felt much better, as if everything that bothered him just vanished. "You're right, this is nothing when being compared to her being alive. As long as she's alive, anything else is fine!"

He might have not been able to accept it as it was sudden, but all he needed was just some time. Whether the child was able to be saved or not, he still had a chance!

Honestly speaking, some evil thoughts had flashed across his mind at that instant earlier, such as why he didn't tell the ambulance to drive slower just then.

However, coming to think of it then, he wanted to slap himself and he hated how lowly he was. How could he think of putting her life at risk for a baby who hadn't been born yet? After all, the baby was already part of her life!

If he wanted to be with her again, he had to accept it!

Whether she was good or bad, and whether or not he liked the situation, he could only accept it! It was already a gift from God for her to be alive, so how could he have such evil thoughts?

There was nothing more important than her!

All of a sudden, Frederick remembered something, and said in frustration, "D*mn it! The antidote! Danica's antidote!"

He had thrown it away! He thought that she was gone, so he didn't take the other half of the pill at all!

Was God really pulling his legs? He was going to lose everything just because of that one wrong step he took!

He was exasperated and irritated. Just as he was about to get up, a little red bag entered his sight, and he snatched it over right away.

He exclaimed, "This is..."