Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 1757

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Stunned by Lindsay's story, Cecilia frowned with heartache. Lindsay suddenly raised her voice and said,

"If he wants me to live a life worse than death, then I must let him have a taste of the same thing! So, I asked him to write a confession letter, a letter of regret! I let him do it to me again, I let him make a mistake, I recorded the evidence of his crime, and the letter of regret of his confession... By the time he came to himself, he could not run out of my hands! Whatever I asked him to do, he had to do!"

Once again, Cecelia was shocked.

So, that man was taken advantage of by her and became a weapon in her hand?

"So what if he's a genius in making drugs? In the end, he was still firmly controlled by me! Did he think that using some hallucinogens would be enough to dig out all the evidence against me? He didn't know that I was long on guard against him! I've copied countless pieces of evidence, and I couldn't even remember where I hid them. I wrote down the address on a piece of paper and handed it to three people. I gave it to a different person and asked them to keep it for me. So what if he knew? I've found people called Gregory Andrews and Christopher Lawson. Where would he go to look for them? He can't do anything about it! Men are shameless, and I can't imagine how vicious women are. But I'm afraid they can't imagine how vicious women are, haha..."

She didn't know if it was self-mockery or complacency. She sneered and the smile on Lindsay's face was replaced by a deep haze.

"He lost with the wrong move, but I didn't win either! On my 16th birthday, that day was a nightmare. I ruined him, changed him, and completely changed myself! In fact, I was just sad and desperate. No matter how cruel and hateful I was, I was just impulsive at that time and wanted to have fun. I was a young student, but what could I do? But sometimes, even the heavens didn't give you a chance to live! If I really pushed you into a corner, you would find that weak fists could also kill tigers! The potential of a person is really limitless!"

"But when a person is in bad luck, they will encounter sh*t! It was also that day that I bumped into that beast of an adoptive father again when I felt physically and mentally pained and desperate. The night was dark and windless, and no one was watching. Unexpectedly, he also got drunk and pressed me against the bed... I didn't know whether I was really drunk or not. I only knew that my voice was hoarse due to crying and my nails were broken, but I still couldn't stop the brutal and bloody night. No one heard my call for help, and no one came to save me. The feeling should be that the world was out of order!"

The desperate voice lingered in her ears, and Cecelia could not believe her ears.

For her, these words were like listening to some sensational news. It was too incredible!

Almost at that moment, the pain in her body and the resentment toward Lindsay disappeared.

"Do you know what I did at that time?"

With a sudden sound, Cecelia pulled her back from the shock. Seeing that she raised her hand as if she was chopping, she unconsciously trembled and her eyes also unconsciously widened.

"Go to jail, make compensation, commit suicide, and even kill them. For them, it's too simple! They ruined my whole life. Wouldn't it be more satisfying for them if I died? How can I make them so happy? So, my adopted father said that he would 'take good care' of me. As long as I am obedient, he will give me everything. So, I agreed!"

Cecelia was shocked and asked, "Then, you and your adoptive father...?" Did they have that kind of relationship?

"Yes! I am his lover! On the outside, I am his adopted daughter. Behind closed doors, I will grit my teeth and endure his beastly desires!"

Cecelia felt sympathy for her and shouted, "How can you do this? Aren't you degenerating yourself?"

It was her own destruction!

"Degenerating? Haha! You, a rich young lady, would think so. If I didn't do this, do you think that I could escape from his clutches and live safely? What's wrong with degenerating myself? At least I will not be beaten inexplicably, and I don't have to look at my so-called stepmother's face, nor do I have to do housework with her anger. I eat well, dress well, and have everything I want. Even in front of his wife, Graham has to protect me! If it weren't for this, if it weren't for me being vicious enough and thick-skinned enough, do you think that in this wolf cave, I could survive for so many years?"