Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 844

Half an hour, huh...

It turned out that the so-called "half an hour", and "something to discuss with Trevor" that he mentioned were... sl*t hunting?

Of course! Which man wouldn't love being in a place filled with beautiful women? It must be better than being with a boring woman like her!

How long had it been, anyway?

Men were all filthy creatures!

In an instant, she felt as if she was abandoned by the whole world. She crossed her arms and rubbed on both sides of her shivering shoulders. At that moment, Lauren's fragile heart was filled with unrelieved emotions.

Her mind was filled with images of him mingling with all kinds of women, chatting and laughing away happily. She couldn't tell if he was just putting on a show or not. However, Lauren was clearly aware that Willy was on the other side of the spectrum from what she knew.

She and he were not from the same world at all!

The images flashing through her mind were still the scene in the narrow and dark cell. Lauren suddenly realized that she was just like the frog in a well. In her small, narrow world, this man had entered her life and filled her entire world with remnants of him.

When she walked out of her world, her horizons were broadened to a greater extent, while the deity in her eyes had completely changed.

He didn't belong to her!

His world was filled with vibrant colors, yet her world was only black and white. There wasn't even much grey; her shades were so monotonous that it was simply impossible to harmonize with him.

At that moment, Lauren's mind completely toppled.

From her various past experiences, Zedd's betrayal, the never- ending rumors to having to face the man's deliberate or unintentional teasing and bullying... all these merged in an instant and turned into tears in her eyes. The tears stayed still in her eyes, never rolling down her face. They were stuck in her eyes, and in her heart.

Walking out of the hotel door, she had the same feeling as how she felt the first time she had walked out of the house, dragging a luggage behind her; she was lonely, sad and abandoned.

The world was huge, yet it seemed like she belonged nowhere.

The path ahead was full of confusion again. It was a terrible feeling!

She stood at the door. Lauren didn't know what was the meaning of her being alive. But she knew that no matter how many hardships she encountered, she would have to stay strong and keep on living. Her mother was still watching her from above. She couldn't just give up - her mother would be so sad if she did!

She closed her eyes, her mind still filled with her mother's beautiful face, her serene smile, and the image of her crying in her arms when they hugged for the first time.

"Lauren, my Laurie, my little baby, thank god..."

"If something really happened to you, how can Mommy live without you?"

"As long as you're alive, I'll be the happiest wherever I am."

"Baby, baby, my sweetheart, Mommy will always love you."

"Mommy will always be with you, stay strong!"

That was the only complete memory she had of her mother. At the time, she was still a playful child. She had been seriously ill and had a fever for a few days, which even led to pneumonia. When she woke up, her mother hugged her in her arms and cried her heart out. That was the first time she saw her mom with tears all over her face. Later, when her father cheated, her mother secretly shed tears; she had never cried in front of Lauren. She still cooked for Lauren, and took care of everything in the family, and even knitted a sweater for her father.