Broken And Pregnant novel Chapter 4

Lucy Pov

I think I was dreaming again. I tried to pull myself together by standing straight and biting my lips. Concentrate and act accordingly like a lady. That's the only thing I can do to calm myself. 

He keeps staring at me and I think I'm about to lose my mind again. To have sex with him last night isn't enough to put my sanity at a good pace. I tried not to meet his luscious lips and desirable eyes. I felt like he was tearing off my clothes the way his eyes studied my whole body. 

"Are you nervous Miss Mason? You can leave now and drop this job if you won't cooperate with me!" He behaves the same as Mr. Grey in the movie I recently in love with, Fifty Shades of Grey. He was so rude and frigid.

"No, sir. I need this job! I promise not to let you down!" I beg for him and he just laughed so hard. 

He stood up and walked around me. My legs are sweating I swear. What if he will suddenly kiss me again and, wait, what am I thinking? I shook my head to obliterate the dirty thoughts I have in my mind. 

"Come on, Lucy. Let's be casual. Besides, we both have an interesting past right?" He leans his lips closer to my neck. My body turned on when his mint breath hit my skin. 

I keep pressing my hands together and biting my lips to control myself. How could he bring back the past? He's the one who ran away and left me like a coward. I wanted to slap him so hard but I'm afraid he would fire me on my first day. 

"Don't worry, our secrets will remain a secret. I'm happy that you're my new secretary. I think we can work it out, right?" He said as he wrapped his hands around my waist. 

I could feel the heat of his body. I close my eyes and took a deep breath to calm myself. I think I will give up in a minute. I love him and I'm still hoping for a happily ever after. Maybe our love will blossom just like in the old days, we will both loved and cared for each other again.

His lips almost teasing my neck when we heard a sudden knock on his door. 

He quickly took off his hands from me and walked back to his desk. I was there frozen in the middle like a mannequin. 

"Come in!" He called the person as nothing happened. 

I saw a man same our age and I think he's also an employee of this company. He was holding a phone. 

"Sir, your wife found this in your bed. She requested me to give this to you." The guy said and give the phone to him. 

After hearing it, I think someone hit my head with a huge boulder. I was like no hope will come for me ever.  

Your wife? Wife? Does he mean his wife? I thought he was still single the time we met last night? Did he deceive me again for the second time? 

"Thank you, Adam. Tell her to rest okay". He talks like a pro. He had no idea how hurt I am after I found out about his personal life. 

I am about to lose my mind. I made my hands into a ball and tightly clenched it. I was planning to attack him but I began to feel nervous. I was like a coward again. I wanted to scream or shout but I can't do it because I need this job so badly and I need money for my living.