Capture Your Heart novel Chapter 188

Billie's every word is to the point. Karin is leaning on her shoulder and cries loudly. She admits that what Billie says are of course reasonable, otherwise she won’t have struggled and lost for so long.

"I will try... "

"Okay, don't be sad, it's all my fault, it's my fault, I trusted the wrong person. If I hasn't trusted him too much, this wouldn't have happened if I had rushed over there and helped you last night."

Billie is so guilty, and blames herself in her heart, but she is more depressed, wondering about why loving someone is so hard...

"I don't blame you, it's because we all trusted him too much."

She believes in William even more than Billie does. She remembers well that Troy once said to her, "You can not judge a person by his appearance, a bad guy is very good at concealing himself." Perhaps she is just too naive to believe that human natures are all good.

She doesn’t go to work all day and doesn’t need to go again in the future. She sits on the swing in the Ziteng Garden at night, waiting for Troy to come back. In fact she hasn’t waited for him for a long time, since he said that her waiting for him made him feel pressured. So now she won’t wait for him unless something important happens.

She hasn't decided to confess to him what has happened last night, because she is so overwhelmed and just wants to see him which maybe could calm her down a little.

At seven o'clock, Troy comes back. As soon as he sets foot on the garden, Karin runs to him and hugs him tightly.

It is the first time that she has taken an initiative to hug him, no doubt, she loves him so much! "Are you in a better mood?"

Troy asks gently, with his hand putting on her shoulder.

"Yes, I am better."

"Then get inside and eat, I'm starving, I didn’t sleep well all night, and worried about you so much, and I ate very little during the day."

Being led by him into the dining room, she sits with him face to face, Troy at the beginning thinks Karin is going to be sad for a while, but now that he sees that she seems to have come out of her sadness, he is in a good mood, and has a better appetite.

"Why aren't you eating?"

He asks concernedly, he is eating hungrily, but she is just staring at him.

"I'm not hungry, I has some snacks this afternoon."

"But you need to eat something more or less, otherwise you'll be hungry early in the night."

Troy thoughtfully puts some foods into the bowl for her.

She takes a few bites as he told, then puts down her chopsticks and continues to stare at the man in front of her.

"Is something on my face? I'm so nervous being looked at by you."

He gives a rare mischievous smile, like a child.

"No, I just feel so happy watching you eating like this... "

"If watching me eating makes you feel happy, isn't happiness too easy for you?"

"Yes, it is."

She smiles bitterly, her heart sinks deeply. Happiness seems so easy, but often the simplest things are not so easy to get.

"Let's go for a dress fitting tomorrow, are you free?"

"Yes, I'm free, I've quit my job."

"You quit your job?" Troy is quite surprised, "Didn’t you say you would die for your job? Why did you suddenly want to quit your job?"

"I want to prepare for the wedding without any worries."

This answer is quite satisfactory to Troy, he smiles and nods, "Very well."

When she goes upstairs after dinner, she locks herself in the bathroom while Troy is working in the study room. She buries herself with hot water, rubbing her body fiercely, thinking that her body might have been tainted by another man, she just wants to peel off all the skin from her body.

She is a very traditional girl. Although in 21st century, it is normal for girls to have one-night stand with other man, she just can not accept it. She hopes her love to Troy is pure and noble. It is because she is a traditional woman that she never has sex with Barry before even though they have been together for years.

When she met Troy with a pure body, she has already decided that he is the only man she would ever have in her life.

The skin on her body already turns red by her fierce scrubbing, yet she has no intention of stopping until Troy finishes his work and goes back to the bedroom, calling her name, then she ends the torture of herself.

"Did you have a long shower?"

Troy asks in a soft voice as he looks at her red face.

"Not very long."