Carrying His Heir While Fighting His Lies novel Chapter 134

Ava's pov

My mind went numb and I let it play with this man with my lips as per his liking.

He sucked my upper lips and then nibbled my lower, and in no time, he entered my mouth while his lips started sucking my tongue.

This feeling was very overwhelming for me.

He left my lips and winced loudly and I took a deep breath and took a few more moments to understand what was happening.

I look up and push back my body and sit back straight and look at him while tilting my head.

He was taking a few deep breaths while his face had some painful expression. I followed his other hand and noticed he was holding his heart and guilt rushed back and so did the panic, thinking I hurt him again.

“I..i am sorry.” I don't know what else to say and I just touched his hand, which was touching her heart.

“It wasn't your fault, baby.” He spoke with great difficulty and I know I have hurt him badly.

Tears pool back while I choose to stay mum.

He took a few more breaths with closed eyes and after some time he opened and looked at me finally.

“Baby, I am fine.” He left his heart and touched mine.

I again choose to stay mum, but not my tears. They spoke. They spoke everything I wanted to Conway and I know the man in front of me does not need my word. My expression of my tears is enough for him to know what I am feeling.

Taking my hand, he kept it above his heart. It was beating faster than it needed to be.

“Can you feel this? He asked, and I stayed mum again, but not with my tears.

“This is for you. And I can take not only one but millions of bullets for you.” He spoke, understanding my guilt.

He doesn't have to tell me this. My heart knows the reality already.

“This only stops beating when you will stop loving me and I don't think it will happen anytime soon. Hmm?” He wiggled his eyebrow and his lips twitched a little.

‘Stopped loving this man ever again? I wonder when did I ever stop loving him? I might have felt bad, got hurt, got angry, but I have never stopped loving him. He was my only source of energy. The only emotion I could feel for anyone who I can call mine. Though there were time we were husband and wife only on paper but somewhere bottom of my heart I always love this man.' I thought

“Or are you planning to leave me again?” He asked jokingly and the mare control I had on me broke and I started crying like a baby.

The mare of thought leaving him bleed my heart. The pain I get become unbearable for me.

“What happened?” I heard some say something, but I care not. I cried and cried.

My eyes were stuck on him while he never left mine. There was a communication that only we can understand.

I was broken, and my action held an apology while he had forgiven me long back.