Chained By A Possessive Mafia's Love novel Chapter 11

Anna's POV

What the hell is wrong with me? What am I doing?

I just kissed this bastard back. Was my head not working anymore, or have I gone mad? I just kissed him.

Bloody hell! Fuck, Anna! Anna, you are such a two-timer!

Just a while ago, I cursed him, yet when he kissed me, I melted away like dust. I was the one who had no shame, yet I called him shameless. But wait a minute, why was I cursing myself? He was the real culprit. How dare he kiss me? Even if I push him away, I end up hugging him like an octopus.

"You, Blaze, listen to me. Don't think too much about this. It was a physical reaction, nothing else. And it was you, who walked away from our relationship. I didn't, so it was your choice since you never loved me, and this is my choice that I will not marry you."

I further spoke, "Also, what kind of useless desire is this of yours? You never loved me, so why are you doing this? I could never have entered your heart, so I threw you out of mine." I hated to remember the pain. It felt like yesterday when I lost my desire to live without him, yet this heartless man left me and never looked back.

Blaze's face turned dark, but I didn't fear him. Why would I? I loved him with everything, yet he threw me out of his life. So why would I give him what he wanted? Never. I was not someone who would silently bear everything just because he was the man I loved.

Blaze took a few steps toward me, and I stubbornly stood on my spot. He stopped in front of me and suddenly caught my chin, pulling my face upwards to look at him, and asked deeply, "Who permitted you? Who? Anna, Love, in this life, only I can stay here. "

He pointed toward my heart spot with negligible force. My chin and chest area were burning because he was quite rough with me this time. But who did he think he was? Why would I stop telling him what I needed and what I wanted?

"Huh, I don't need your permission. My heart belongs to me, and I am the sole owner of it, as like you. Did you take my permission when you left without giving me a reason? Did you ever come back in these five years and give me any explanation? Blaze, this is called karma and even God can't save you from your karma," I spoke every word I wanted to say, and Blaze seemed like he was frozen.

I wanted to say more and more. After all, I looked for the answer for five years and found nothing, so I wanted the answer to what sin I committed. He left me in an ocean of my tears.

When I was hoping he would give me the answer, he was thinking of something, and just like always, he stepped back and left the room without a sound. When he went out, he closed the door with all his strength. Thank God the door was too strong to take his tyrant's torture.

My legs were sturdy enough to support me until now. However, after he left, I fell on the floor strengthless. I did not stand up.

I was exhausted already. For five years, I silently bore the pain and burn of a third- class girl left by the man I loved. When I finally gave up and tried to give up on my life, and just then, enormous responsibility fell on my shoulder. My father's treatment responsibility, which I had to do at any cost.

I thought I already wanted to give up on my life, so why not exchange this life to save him? That's why I agreed. After all, I planned everything to be beheaded. But who knew fate would play another game with me?

I wanted to cry. I felt devastated. I thought I forgot about him then why I lost my control and sense when he said these words to me? An unknown feeling built up in my heart. But why?