Chained By A Possessive Mafia's Love novel Chapter 18

Blaze's POV

Just as I moved the blanket from her face, she pushed the blanket away from her body.

"Huh, seriously? She never listens to me - not even in her sleep," I murmured and covered her with the blanket once again.

I knew she would do it again. I lifted the blanket and got inside, trying not to wake her up. Because I knew if she woke up, sleeping with her would become an impossible thing.

As I got inside the blanket, I hugged Anna carefully. I snaked my left hand around her waist. I smelled her sweet fragrance - the old feeling once again coming back.

My eyes filled with tears. I wished to hug her tightly but feared she might wake up. Just then, she shifted closer to me, her face close to mine now.

My heart started beating so loudly that other than my heartbeat, I couldn't hear anything else.

Her mouth fell slightly open because of the hot feeling earlier when she was sweating. It still left some sweat on her forehead. I wiped her sweat with my thumb, but she moved because of my cold finger.

Seeing her red cheek, the demon inside me started giving me hard feelings. Just one kiss' – I was chanting inside my mind.

I knew I couldn't ignore the feeling inside me anymore. After all, it's been a long time since I kissed her.

Still, both of us were young and immature, so I never tried to do anything other than hug her and average peaks on her lips. But after entering this dark world, my innocence wiped away after seeing how people take sex so lightly.

A man here called himself a real man only when they fucked a girl. They do this for breakfast, dinner and every possible free time.

A gangster tries to please another gang leader with some girls who come into this world with their own will. Some girls come at their own will, while some get kidnapped by them.

Sex was such a useless thing. My feelings - both physically and mentally - goes to Anna. Other than Anna, I only felt disgusted with others. I never got hard seeing those women lurking around me.

But just by thinking about one smile of Anna's, I jerked myself alone in the bathroom. I lost count of how many times I did it.

After I stepped into this dark world and took over Black Reaper, I got thousands of offers in these years - some tried to force me for sex, some gifted girls to me, some girls even drugged me, and my father was the last one. He wanted to force me while drugging me with the most poisonous drug, but he never succeeded because I tried to kill myself when I was out of control. I knew he would never let me kill myself.

After all, I was the only heir he had..

So today, I was feeling her body and her hot breathing, and I knew I would not hold myself back. It was terrible for a man to hold himself back when they got hard.