Chapter 0130
Ava
I sat at a private booth enjoying a piece of cake. Noah was spending the night at Rowan’s so I was child
free tonight.
I was feeling good for some reason. In that good feeling. I decided to grab something to eat. I was in the
mood for some comfort food. That’s why I was currently here eating dessert like I’ve been starved for
days.
My visit to prison was eventful. I had fully expected Ethan to tell me he doesn’t want the baby. Instead I
got more than I had bargained for.
His confession of love left me feeling empty in a way. He had to understand that it was too late now. I
wouldn’t ever think about being with him. He tried killing me for heaven’s sake! If I go back to him, what
does that say about me?
I wasn’t cruel enough to deny him his rights as a father. Even if I didn’t want to see him personally. I could
always ask Nora to take the baby to him. That was the furthest I was willing to go. The biggest effort I was
willing to make when it came to Ethan. Anything beyond that would be downright stupid.
I decided that I was done with men. I mean no good can come out of chasing love. I wanted love from
two men and what I got was heartbreak and pain.
It was time for me to give up on love, because the way I see it, it doesn’t want me. It never has. I am
learning to make peace with that. Now I was going to focus on being my best version. Focus on being the
best mother.
I push another piece of cake in my mouth and moan. It felt like heaven as the taste explodes in my mouth.
“Aren’t you afraid you’ll get fat? I mean you already are, but I fear you will get fatter” the shrill voice makes
me snap my eyes open.
I groan when I open my eyes and find Anita staring at me with a mean look. Behind her were some of her
co–workers. They laugh when they hear her insulting me, but I honestly don’t care. Right now they were all
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