Of the sola_cola stories I have ever read, perhaps the most impressive one is Guide Me If You Dare. The story is too good, leaving me with many doubts. Currently, the manga has been translated to Chapter 156: FUNNY TWIST OF FATE. Let's read the author's Guide Me If You Dare sola_cola story right here.
THAT NIGHT, Ki Gayoon was really gentle with Yuno.
I mean, Gayoon Hyung has always been gentle and considerate when we’re doing it. But he did it with extra care tonight.
Ki Gayoon kissed Yuno from head to toe as if he was worshiping every inch of his body.
That tender moment between the two of them was really memorable.
Of course, Ki Gayoon’s after care service was still top-tier, so Yuno went to bed feeling clean and satisfied.
But I can tell that Hyung is still mad.
"Gayoon Hyung," Yuno said when the two of them were cuddling in the bed. His face was buried against Ki Gayoon’s chest, his head using the Esper’s arm as a pillow. "Don’t worry about me too much. It’s true that I was sexually abused by Charles Kang, but it wasn’t as bad as what other Guides of my generation had gone through. The worst that old bastard did was try jerking off with me. But he stopped when I almost broke his penis."
"You did well, Yuno-ya," Ki Gayoon said, kissing the top of Yuno’s head. "Thank you for sharing your past with me."
"I know I shouldn’t ask this, but I still want to hear your answer, Hyung. You don’t think I’m disgusting, do you?"
"Of course not. I experienced the things you’ve experienced. The ’Mother’ who "took care" of the First Generation of Espers was a disgusting pedophile," Ki Gayoon said, pausing for a moment. "Back then, when the compatibility rate wasn’t a thing yet, we all believed that we needed to pleasure our Guides. I touched that old hag against my will, and I allowed her to touch me every time I was on the verge of a Rampage. But her touch always felt disgusting, so I started questioning if Guiding really had to be that intimate all the time."
Oh, I think I know what Gayoon is talking about.
Yuno remembered Moon Noa’s story about working with Ki Gayoon for the first time.
"Once, when I was on the verge of a Rampage, I refused to return to the Facility," Ki Gayoon continued with his story. "That was when I met Moon Noa. He guided me, and then informed me that we had a low compatibility rate. Thanks to the sly fox, we were able to stop ’Mother’ from abusing the kids in the Facility. After that, I destroyed the Facility and intended to kill that old hag. But she escaped. I wanted to kill Yosef Lee as well, but the government protected that bastard."
Right.
After the Facility was destroyed, Yosef Lee switched to the Lab.
"Had I known that bastard would torment you, I would have killed him."
"It’s alright, Hyung," Yuno said, gently rubbing Ki Gayoon’s back. "All the people who tormented us are all dead anyway."
The First Generation of Espers and Yuno’s Generation of Guides really suffered a lot.
We experienced sexual abuse since we didn’t know about the compatibility rate back then, and the laws that protect Guides didn’t exist back then.
They were like sacrificial lambs.
But their generations fought hard so that the younger generation wouldn’t have suffered the same thing they experienced.
I’m proud of that.
"Hyung, you killed Mother, didn’t you?"
"Yeah," Ki Gayoon said, pausing for a moment. "I found that old hag around the time Moon Noa and Ryu Sungbin planned to attack the Lab. But if I could turn back time, I would drop my revenge and join them in a heartbeat to meet you earlier, Yuno-ya."
Aigoo.
"Well, I wouldn’t have wanted to meet you earlier since I wasn’t in a good place after Sajangnim rescued me," Yuno said, raising his head and cupping Ki Gyaoon’s face between his hands. "I think we met at the perfect time, Hyung."
"Getting cheesy, huh?"
"Hey, you started it."
Ki Gayoon chuckled, and then he hugged Yuno tighter. "No one can hurt you now, Yuno-ya."
"Yeah, I won’t let anyone hurt you either, Hyung," Yuno said, patting Ki Gayoon’s back. "I’m also a man who wants to protect his lover."
***
"YUNO-YA, I kept thinking about what you said last night."
Hmm?
Yuno and Ki Gayoon were having breakfast in their room when his lover brought that up.
He was still sleepy, so he just let Ki Gayoon talk while he nodded, pretending that he was listening even though he wasn’t really doing that.
This Egg Benedict is good.
Yuno made a mental note to add that dish to his list of favorite breakfasts.
Hyung would be happy to know I have a favorite breakfast now.
"You said you awakened as a Guide after being buried in rubbles after my Rampage, right?" Ki Gayoon asked curiously. "Do you remember how you were rescued then?"
Now that got Yuno’s attention.
He was confused as to why Ki Gayoon suddenly asked about that, but he still answered him as best as he could while being distracted by his delicious breakfast.
"To be honest, I don’t remember how exactly I was rescued from the rubbles. When I woke up, I was already in the hospital," Yuno said, trying to remember the things that happened that day. And he succeeded. "But I remember meeting an Esper back then."
"Yeah?"
"I didn’t see the Esper’s face because it was dark there, but I remember his glowing red eyes. If I wasn’t buried in rubbles, I would have reported him since it was obvious he was on the verge of a Rampage."
"Do you remember what the two of you talked about back then?"
"It was actually nonsense. I was so pissed at the Esper who went on a Rampage. Ah, back then, I didn’t know that it was you who went batshit crazy, Hyung. But I did curse you to get bald as soon as possible because of what happened to me."
"Right. You’ve been targeting my hair since then, huh? No wonder you kept bringing up my hairline every time you’re pissed at me."
Pfft.
It was funny, but Yuno continued his story while ignoring Ki Gayoon’s sarcastic remarks.
It’s true that I’ve been cursing his hairline from the beginning anyway.
"I think I asked the Esper who found me to let me die a hater because a curse—"
""A curse is stronger when the caster is full of hate, so let me die a hater. I want to make sure the Esper would suffer hair loss as soon as I croaked.""
Yuno dropped his fork and bread knife, and then he raised his head to look at Ki Gayoon with shaking pupils. "I-It was you, Hyung? You were the one who rescued me from under those rubbles?"
"When I calmed down a little back then, I heard that some students got buried in the rubbles caused by my Rampage. I felt guilty, so I secretly helped in search and rescue," Ki Gayoon said indifferently, his face void of emotions while looking back at Yuno. "That was when I encountered a very rude young student who kept cursing the hairline of the Esper who caused the Rampage. Of course, it wasn’t like I could tell the student that I was the culprit."
Aigoo.
And it doesn’t help that I can’t read Gayoon Hyung’s emotions at the moment.
Just like how I cursed Gayoon Hyung’s hairline the first time we met each other, it seems like he had been calling me ’little shit’ from day one, huh?
But it feels like we’re kind of destined to meet.
Nope.
***
As long as it puts Hyung in a good mood.
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