His Affair, My Glue, Their Screams at 2 AM novel Chapter 91

Caroline's POV

"Are you sure you're alright?" Karina asked me after I stepped out of the vehicle. She reached out and grabbed my hand. I didn't know what I would say to her. I didn't want her to feel that I was sad because of what I saw. 

I plastered a smile on my lips and slowly nodded at her. I gently removed her hand away from mine before I walked inside of my house. 

As the guards greeted me, I instructed them to pick up my car at the mall.

My thoughts were spinning in my head when I sat on the sofa. There were no tears in my eyes but my heart was filled with worries and distress because of what I saw. I felt that my heart was stabbed by a thousand needles.

Even though Johnny ended up sleeping while we were in Karina's car, I held him tightly and hugged him. I felt that I was the most helpless woman, and I didn't know where I would get the source of my strength.

I wasn't surprised when Andrius opened the door, and I glanced up to prevent my tears from flowing. My tears wanted to betray me, and they were ready to flow down my cheeks. I tried my best not to show any signs of suspicions and distress.

"Oh, y-you are a little early today." I couldn't stop myself from stuttering. I stood up, and I was prepared to go into the room because my heart was in pain, and I was afraid that he might see me crying. I had been trying to stop my tears.

Andrius hand encircled on my waist. He gently pulled me closer to him before he kissed Johnny. After that, he moved closer to me to attempt to kiss me but I didn't like it so I lowered my head so he wouldn't see my eyes. I quickly avoided my head before I said, "I smelled like milk. It's better if I will going to take a bath first."

I didn't wait for him to talk when I quickly went to Johnny's crib to put him inside. I went to the bathroom, and I didn't even know what time it was when I finished taking a bath.

I didn't see Andrius inside of our room so I might guess that he was in the living room. I sighed to calm myself as I sat on the bed to comb my hair before I read a book for I knew that reading a book would help me to calm down.

I accidentally glanced at the clock and saw that it was still early. I wasn't sure what I was going to say to myself. Did I need to persuade myself that I shouldn't think about what I had witnessed? 

I wanted to bring up the subject once we had the time to talk with him, but I was hesitant to do it because of fear that he might think that I lacked trust in him.

I was ready to hear his explanation but I wanted him to the first step than interrogating him. I wanted him to know what I might be thinking because of what I had witnessed.

I lay on the bed and felt how comforting the softness of the mattress was. I was hoping that he wouldn't come into our room while I was still awake.

Unfortunately, it seemed Destiny didn't hear what I wanted because Andrius came into our room while he was carrying Johnny, who was sleeping in his hold. He tucked Johnny into his crib and made sure that he wouldn't wake up

 I sank onto the bed and reveled in the comforting softness of the mattress. I'm hoping he doesn't come into the room while I'm still awake again. 

I was watching him looking at him before he turned around to face me. He walked towards me which made me quickly gasp and turn my back on him.