His Rogue Luna novel Chapter 89

First it was Genevieve.

Then it was Zayn.

And now it was my mate?My everything?My whole world?NO. NO. No!

This wasn't fair.

My ears were ringing and my head was pounding.I felt this pressure and this heat build up within me, consume me, until it was all I could feel.

My throat hurt and it wasn't until my ears stopped ringing did I realise I had been screaming. I stopped, opening my eyes back up.I looked at the frozen world around me,my body filled with a darkness I never knew l was capable of.

This world was cruel, but I'd be crueler.

I didn't think, I just did.

I slay everything in my path,every monster and beast standing in my way, until I stood over my mate. The world around me resumed its chaos,as the anger in my chest gave way to what was really eating me up inside.

Grief, sadness.

I took the arrow protruding from his back out first.The wretched weapon looked exactly like the one that had impaled me not so long ago. Chucking it aside, I lay Kieran carefully on his back,laying him in my lap as I sat on the ground.

His face looked almost peaceful. His head was tilted to the sky,as if to gaze at the blue expanse his eyes reminded me so much of.

I stroked his face,the tears and sobs finally coming out as I held his unmoving body close to me.

"You can't leave me Kieran, not now and not ever,"I sobbed,cradling his head."There's so much we haven't done yet. How can I go on without you?

I sobbed into his blood stained shirt, my face wet with his blood and my tears.I held him as close as I could, inhaling his scent with each breath.

There was a hole in my chest,from where the mate bond used to be, fluttering with love and warmth.

I used to think of the day where that mate bond in my chest would grow and a new bond would form as I brought new life to the world,a child born of our love.

But now I knew that could never be.

I weeped into his neck,mourning the loss of my mate,of our future and the loss of my life.

Artemis POV

I didn't know how much time had passed.The world around me was silent and no one dared approach me as I clung onto Kieran.

He had stopped bleeding but that was it.

He was still unmoving, no matter how much I tried to help him. I used all the energy I had in my own body and poured it into his,but that was it.I could only do so much to help him.

The tears had dried on my face and the sobs had stopped,leaving me numb.

The numbness was worse.

Pain meant that I was feeling, that I was alive. This numbness however, left me cold.I couldn't feel anything anymore except the emptiness and nothingness in my chest.