His Woman to Claim novel chapter 2: It's not him, It can't be him

I ran, I ran to my apartment. I grabbed my suit and put it on. I grabbed my helmet I needed to get him out of my mind. But his eyes that face I know Wolf is Gene. Why, Why now? I can't do this. I can't live knowing I love him and he still hates me. He still believes I would help hurt my best friend. I ran out of the house and to the garage.

I swore as I watched her run back outside and to the garage. What the hell is she doing? I heard a bike start up and then saw the bike head to the field. I watched as William ran to Norman and heard him say that something snapped in Sammy. She is headed to Devil's Run. Shit everyone knew how dangerous that jump was. No one has jumped it and lived to tell the tale. We all jumped on our bikes but we were too late. We could see her ride up and measure the distance then ride back down. Fuck I said. I have to stop her. I just got her back. I won't lose her again. Just as we arrived we saw her bike fly up the ramp and she didn't stop. No, No, none of us could look away. We all heard William yell. She made the jump. Norman, Johnny, Stanley, and Mike said she may have made the jump but we're going to beat that ass of her's for scaring us like that.

I saw the hate in his eyes. He still hates me. He still believes that lie that bitch told him. I can't stay here. I can't forget how he refused to listen to me. Calling me a liar. I can't be around him. I miss him holding me so much. I miss the love we had and shared. I want to move on. I tried a few times but hate the touch of a mans hands on me. I'm broken I told my brother Norman as he held me and asked why I did it. My heart can't take seeing him every day. I just can't do it. I stood up got on my bike and rode to the house. I walked in and locked myself in my apartment.

I walked to my dresser and pulled out the only picture I had of myself and Gene (Wolf), it was taken the day he asked me to marry him. Then two days later he looked at me with hate-filled eyes telling me that he hated for what I did to his sister and he hoped I rotted in hell. I just stood there with tears flowing down my face as he turned and walked away from me. He refused to believe me when I told him I had nothing to do with it.

I walked into my bathroom and pulled out the razor blade I kept hidden from my brother's. I pulled my sleeves up and then I cut my wrists letting the blood flow down onto the floor. I leaned against the bathroom wall and praying this time I would die. I heard my brothers yelling at me to open the door but I just sat on the floor watching the blood flow from my wrists. Then I heard a crash. And I closed my eyes just as the bathroom door was kicked in.

Why, Why would she do this. I love her. I convinced her brothers to join my club and bring her with them. I told them everything. Of course, they were pissed but forgave me. I couldn't lose her not again. I had to get her to forgive me. I felt the tears falling down my face. I was holding her close to my chest. My members watching. They had never seen their president like this before. Doc ran in and looked at her wrists. I have to stitch them and wrap them. She also needs a blood transfusion. Tammy has her blood type and she offered to give Sammy some of hers. I sat by her bedside refusing to leave. When I saw her starting to open her eyes I got up and left the house. William watched me leave. That dumb son of a bitch. As I opened my eyes I said. You should have just let me die. I then closed them again.