Honey You Are My Lucky Star (Callen and Chelsea) novel Chapter 440

"Harrison, think about it carefully. Can you do what you said?" I asked.

Harrison looked at me with a puzzled expression.

I knew in his heart that he was wondering what I meant and why he suddenly pestered me like this.

In fact, I hate myself very much. I don't like this kind of myself. I don't care about anything. Anyone can calmly accept their coming and going, but I seem to be able to accept anyone. I just can't accept Harrison.

They had been with each other for so long. Every time I was the most difficult and desperate, Harrison would always accompany me and let me spend the rarest moment. Gradually, I got used to his existence and thought that he would always be with me.

I knew that this idea was wrong, but I had no choice. Even I didn't know when I had such an idea.

Although I didn't want to admit it in the past, at this moment, I had to admit that I had completely relied on Harrison. Unconsciously, it seemed that I couldn't leave him. This feeling made me feel more sad than afraid.

Because I was sad that Harrison failed to live up to my dependence. He didn't cherish it.

Harrison looked very unhappy. "I don't understand why you are unhappy with such a small thing?"

"What do you think it is?" I asked.

" volunteered Jie came here today to discuss some work. There is no private problem between us. I have told you these things clearly. Why don't you believe it?"

I shook my head and said, "It's not that you don't believe it, but that you have never done it well. Do you still remember how you said that Louie and I were friends at that time? Aren't you still unhappy?"

"Can these two things be compared? Louie has his own selfish interest in you, but I have already ended with Aviana. Do you understand?" Harrison said.

"The current you is just like me at that time," I said weakly.

Harrison's gaze was deep. "What do you mean?"

"I don't know Louie's feelings for me. You don't know that Aviana still has feelings for you, but as an outsider, he can see it clearly. Do you understand?" In order to let him understand, I could only say this.

When I was talking to Harrison, I thought of the scene in the TV series. It seemed that all men couldn't see through women's feelings for them, let alone those at the level of Aviana.

Aviana was so simple and naive in front of Harrison that she didn't understand the affairs of the world. Perhaps everyone else knew what she was thinking except Harrison.

In order to make Harrison realize it faster, I continued, "Men will not be good to women for no reason, and women will not be good to men for no reason. Everything is the same. If Aviana has no affection for you, he will never bring you food."

"Just like me today. If I didn't care about you, do you think I could go to buy food for you at noon and then take a taxi to send it to you?"

I didn't stop. I told you such a long story.

I was really wronged by what happened today, and I couldn't bear to see Aviana appear beside Harrison all the time. This kind of haunted feeling really made me very unhappy. And I never forgot what I said outside the club that day.

The look in Harrison's eyes changed again and again. "Chelsea, I will only say something once. Whether you understand me or not, I will only say it once."

I know very well that I shouldn't be like this right now. I shouldn't make such a scene in front of Harrison. I should face all the problems calmly so that I can solve them well.

But I really couldn't control myself. When I thought of how Harrison didn't react even when I was crying, I felt that nothing was meaningful. Harrison didn't have me in his heart at all. No matter what I did, it wouldn't work.

Harrison stepped forward and gently held me in his arms. I struggled to push him away, but he held me more tightly.

I, who had no way to get rid of him, simply gave up on myself. My hand hung on both sides of my body, letting him keep me alive.

Harrison sighed helplessly and said softly, ■I've explained everything to you. Why don't you believe me?"

"I don't believe in Aviana."

''She and I have already ended and gone. Do you think we could have broken up so easily without my permission?" Harrison asked.

I curled my lips disdainfully. "I'm going abroad. Even if you don't agree, what's the use of it?"

"At that time, we had reached the point of talking about marriage. The elders who went abroad to the Cook family also asked me what I meant. Without my permission, at least Aviana wouldn't have lived so easily abroad in the past few years," Harrison said faintly.

When I heard that they were going to talk about marriage, my attention was attracted and I forgot what had happened before.

I interrupted Harrison. "If that's the case, why don't you get married and let her go?"