Hypnotizing Love(Love Letters) novel Chapter 908

If she hadn't exposed it or encouraged Sheila, perhaps Sheila still wouldn't have told Cole that she loved him.

As long as Sheila didn't show her love for Cole and treated him as before, everything would be different today.

Looking at Amber's remorseful face, Sheila waved her hand and said with a smile, "Ms. Reed, please don't think too much. It's not your fault. You just want to be good for me. And even if you didn't suggest me chasing Mr. Lyon, I would still do that."

"Oh?" Amber sat up a little straight.

Sheila lowered her head and smiled, "In the past, Mr. Lyon didn't express his love to you, so you didn't know that he had a crush on you, and you couldn't refuse Mr. Lyon. As a bystander, I didn't know if you would agree to be with Mr. Lyon, so I hid my feelings very well and never let anyone know. Then Mr. Lyon expressed his love to you. After you clearly refused him, I knew that you and he couldn't be together. Then I could finally chase Mr. Lyon and didn't need to worry about anything."

"So you haven't expressed your love to Cole, because you are not sure if I will be with Cole after I know Cole's love, right?" Amber looked at her.

Sheila nodded, "yes. I knew you wouldn't be with Mr. Lyon, so I began to express my love for Mr. Lyon. Therefore, even if you didn't persuade me, I would find Mr. Lyon. But before I made up my mind how to chase him, you knew it and supported me."

"I see." Amber understood.

Sheila looked at her, "So, Ms. Reed, you don't have to blame yourself. Although I did feel pain because Mr. Lyon disliked me before, now I have completely understood that love is something that can't be controlled. I can't ask him to love me because I love him. What happened that night was wrong for both of us, and we are both responsible for it. So I won't let him be responsible for it alone. I will deal with this matter before he knows. Then we will forget the thing that happened that night. Even if he still treats me like this in the future, I don't care. I will try to forget him and let him go. I will find a man who loves me and start a new relationship."

Looking at the earnest look on Sheila's face and the expectation for the future in her eyes, Amber was gratified.

"It's good that you think so. Then I wish you can find someone who loves you very much and treats you well." Amber said sincerely.

Sheila nodded with a smile, "thank you, Ms. Reed. I will."

"Of course!" Amber also looked at her and smiled. "But have you really decided to have an abortion?"

"Yes." Sheila nodded, "Since I'm going to start a new relationship, I have to deal with this child first. Otherwise, it will be unfair to my future husband. Besides, what if my future husband doesn't accept the baby after I give birth to it? Even if I won't get married for the baby, I can't give the baby father's love. When she asked me why she didn't have a father, how should I answer her? So I'd better have an abortion before that happens. It's cruel, but it's also good for everyone. "

She didn't say something out.

If she gave birth to the baby and raised it up, Mr. Lyon would know that it was his baby sooner or later.

He would definitely take the child away.

After all, even if Mr. Lyon didn't accept the child's mother, the child was still his. He would definitely not let his child wander outside, and would definitely bring it back to his family.

At that time, she would definitely not be able to compete with him.

That was to say if Mr. Lyon saw the child, the mother and the child would be separated.

At that time, could she really accept being separated from her child?

She thought that she couldn't accept it. Since she would give birth to the baby and bring it up, she definitely loved the baby.

If the baby was taken away, and she was unable to take it back, she would be depressed and miserable.

She couldn't accept the result.

So she'd better have an abortion before she began to love the baby.

At the thought of this, Sheila lowered her head and touched her belly, with sadness in her eyes.