I Will Escape novel Chapter 135

A terrible feeling overcomes me and when I glance up to the beautiful blue sky all of a sudden it turns dark as arrows flutters the sky and their coming in every which direction heading straight for all of us I yell take cover we are being attacked I look over to Tonya and I see the terror in her eyes when the others realize what is happening everyone scrambles grabbing a child and running hoping that we make it without an arrow in our back. We all run to a nearby tree, hoping it will protect us all. We huddle together, trying to keep each other safe. 

As I begin to look around, I don't see Tonya, I start to panic. I realize she's nowhere to be found. Then fear overcomes me as my body begins to shake. I try to scream out her name as I stutter "Tonya" as loud as I can, but I don't hear her respond. I can't help but think that something might have happened to her. I then see Damien. I ran to him and put my hands on his shoulder. "Where is Tonya, please tell me she is with you." I'm begging Him to tell me exactly what I want to hear.

Damien then looks at me as tears begin to fill his eyes. I become afraid of what he is about to say, hoping it's not my worst fear, I can't lose my sister.

"Sabrina, I thought she was with you."

I run out looking for her as arrows fly past me, one nics my arm as I feel the blood tripple from my wound. I don't care. I need to save my sister. As I am looking for her, I'm finding other pack members that are injured and in need of my help. As I go back-and-forth transporting every person I possibly can, there's still no sign of Tonya. 

This is my fault, I should have been protecting my pack, but instead I was playing a childish game. I dropped to my knees, as I can't hold my tears back. I don't want to show weakness, but I can't help it. I'm terrified. It is my fault that my pack is so unprepared, I failed them all. This needs to be a reminder why I can't ever just relax, not yet, not until the Devil's pack is no longer in existence. Hating myself, knowing I should have seen this coming.

I feel as if someone grabs a hold of me, dragging me away from the line of fire. When I look up, I see my father as tears fall from my eyes, "I can't find Tonya." I cry out to him as I wrap my arms around his body and cry into his shoulder.

"It's ok Sabrina, we will find her. I need you to wait here, so I can find her, so I know that you are safe."

"I am the Alpha, they will think I am a coward if I do not fight."