I'm not just a human novel Chapter 27

Sophia's POV

Heat

That's the first thing I felt when I woke up. The heat on my back was caused by Grayson's chest pressed against it and the heat from my chest was caused by being on Williams chest. My legs were also intertwined with William's legs and Grayson held my waist. It felt like waking up in a dream. It felt like home.

For the past week I was in hell. Everything was just to much to handle.

Protecting my brother.

Accepting my mates rejecting.

Running from Henry.

The constant feeling of fear.

Accepting that I no longer was just a human.

And everything else.

When Noah was finaly safe after Henry was gone, I truly wanted to end it all. I no longer had a reason to life. My only reason was to protect bilbo, but he was safe , he was happy. When Kendra too over, I was so happy. I could finaly have some time where I could think. Think about how I felt hurt by Henry, he was supposed to protect me, he was supposed to love me as his child, but he didn't. How I felt betrayed by the twins, they rejected me before they even knew me. Was I already such a disappointment. How I felt worthless for not giving bilbo a better childhood. That's when I really started to think about ending it. I felt like I was just problem for everyone. Kendra knew how I felt and she tried to help me and talk me into taking control again, but it didn't work. Nothing work.

When bilbo wanted me back I didn't come back. When Kendra wanted me to take control, I didn't. When my friends ask me to come back, I didn't. In all honesty I wouldn't have come back, I was ready for the end. I was ready for death.

But that change when the boys come to talk to me. It wasn't what they said that made me take control back. It was what they felt that change my mind. I could feel William pain and regret. I could feel Grayson honesty and passion behind his words. When they spoke to me, I felt all the regret, truth, sadness , pain, passion, brokenness and neediness, but the one that pushed me over the edge was the love. I could feel love. I didn't know in what way they meant it and I didn't care. Just feeling love again meant everything to me. I need to know it was still possible for someone to care about me and now I did. It felt amazing.

Williams breath fanned my face and I craned my head upwards to look him in the face. I moved my free hand to his face and combed some of his loose hair back in to their place. After the twins apologized to me, I didn't really know what to say. We just stood in the room for a couple of minutes awkwardly, then when I yawned from tiredness, William picked me up and place me in the bed. They claimed in and we just went to sleep. It just felt right.

"Do I look that bad in the morning?" William husky morning voice pulled me out of my thought. His morning voice send shivers down my body. William realized his effect on me and grind with his eyes still close. Grayson pulled me closer to his back, which by the way I didn't even know was possible, and placed his head in the crone of my neck. He rubbed his mark by lightly using his nose, which lead to my breath being cut off as pleasurable sparks run down my body.

"There they are." William whispered in his morning voice and I frowned.

"There what is?" I asked with confusion.

"Those beautiful green eyes." He said calmly. It made me blush and I could keep eye contact with him after that.

We stayed in the bed for a few minutes before I decided to leave. As i was climbing out of the bed Jackson stopped me.

"Were are you going?" He asked with fear in his eyes. Fear for me leaving again.

"I am going to go see my brother. I won't leave." I said in a promising matter. I walked into the closet and quickly change into a normal gray short and a red halter top and tied my hair into a messy bun. When I finished I left the room and walked to bilbo's room.

Luckily he was in his room and not in the kitchen. I open the door and saw bilbo on the floor playing with his toy cars. He turned to me and he gave me a smile. When he locked eyes with me his face turned into one of shock.