In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 559

"I don't want it!"

I throw myself at Frances and hug him tightly.

I could hold back my emotions when I thought he had no feelings for me before.

But now, since I know everything, how can I pretend to be calm?

How can I watch him being with Hilda since I have known that we are in love?

He touches my forehead helplessly and sighs, saying, "That's why I don't want to tell you. Before all the troubles are resolved, how can I be with you without any worries? You have seen how cruel Hilda was when she attacked Terence. She could even attack a man who loved her deeply without hesitation, let alone you."

I know that Frances is worried about me, but the jealousy makes it impossible for me to imagine the scene that they are together.

I hug Frances tightly and say wrongly, "I know that Hilda is very evil, but I feel very bad when I know that you have slept with another woman."

Thinking of that, I feel so sad that I almost suffocate.

"No, we didn't do that. I won't touch any women other than you."

He strokes my forehead and says seriously.

I look up to him and try to believe what he says. However, I still feel that it is impossible.

"You have been married for more than a year, how is that possible..?"

There should be some things that he can't avoid.

Since a man and a woman have been already married, how can they not do that thing?

"But she's really wary."

"Every day, she will send people to follow me and check my whereabouts. That's why when I meet you, I'll always scold and even hit you. Do you know how hard this is for me? I love you so much, but I have to hurt you!"

"I went to the United States with her a few times. I knew that she was going to deal with some things, but she always found various excuses. She never gave me the chance to know what she was doing. Now, Penelope and Earl had better stay under my protection. And you have to stay away from them for now."

He doesn't say anything else and stares at me with a gaze filled with complicated feelings.

However, I can't be clearer about what he is thinking in his mind.

Because the crisis cannot be resolved, I can only wait, right?

"How long do you want me to wait? One year, two years, five years, or ... a lifetime?"