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Nikolai

I know I shouldn’t be here again, I know I should head home and resume the mission Kai has sent me on, but I can’t help it. The pull is too strong; HER pull is too strong. I should probably just reject her for real this time and get on with my life, but staring at temptation for so long only makes me want it more.

It’s been nearly four years since I spoke with Nova, four years since I caught her scent and promised to win her over again… and four years since I’ve done jack shit about it. But it’s not because I don’t want to, fuck no.

We’re at war with two other packs, and there is so much death surrounding us now. I don’t want to drag Nova into the middle of this; I don’t want her to be caught in the crossfire. So I’ve resigned myself to coming to this seedy bar the Rogue Alpha owns, the bar she works in so that I can watch her from afar.

I never approach her, never stare too long to catch anyone’s attention, and I do not release my scent in here no matter how pissed off I get at how friendly she is with other men.

Oh, and it’s not because I don’t want to, what with the short skirts and low cut corsets she wears now. She's lost a lot of weight, and I don't fucking like it. I want to rip their throats out for trying to scent her, I want to run right over and tear them to shreds for even looking her way, but I can’t. She definitely doesn’t make it any fucking easier for me, getting their attention by flaunting her curves like this, and it pisses me off to the point that I dig my claws into the wooden table in front of me.

She’s mine; she’s my mate, but there isn’t a fucking thing I can do about it.

As much as it fucking sucks, I can’t bring her into my world, well, not now at least. She deserves a normal life in an average pack without this shit to deal with. I don’t want anyone knowing she’s mine and using her as a ploy, and fuck knows they would.

My exploits have rivalled Konstantin’s lately. I know I’m the youngest, but I am so fucking pissed off at the world that I don’t give a shit. It is part of the reason I asked Kai to make me head Enforcer - I wanted to kill and maim without repercussions just to let out my frustrations.