Let's Get Married novel Chapter 483

Lily is puzzled, taking the file. But when she opens it and sees the large words, she freezes.

It says “Test Results”. Below the title are detailed values and indexes. She knows full well what this means. Her face turns pale. Closing the file, she places it on the shoe cabinet beside her, forcing a smile. “Didn’t you say you were going to find Orson? Why did you give me this? Do you think the previous examination is not thorough? If you’re worried, we can go there another day....”

“Lily,” the man interrupts her and says the words she fears the most, “I’ve known.”

Know? Know what?

Suddenly, she feels a “blow” on the head. It hurts and she gets a little dizzy, but she tries her best to continue, “What are you talking about? We’ve talked about your conditions. Don’t you trust Karl? Fanny has made dinner. Adair says he’s hungry. Let’s eat....”

Rex looks at her big eyes that are filled with panic which shouldn’t be there.

The large living room is quiet. After a while, the man lifts her chin with his warm fingertips, his voice soft, “Has anyone told you that you are a terrible liar?”

“…”

“Don’t lie to me, and don’t hide anything. I’ve known everything,” he repeats seriously, shattering her last shimmer of hope, “This is the correct report, right? You and Karl have been trying to hide the fact that my recovery won’t be easy, and that I’m addicted, with a 50% chance of failure of withdrawal.”

Every word he says sounds like torture to Lily.

As if choked, she fails to tell him that he is not right.

She is panicking, her heart pounding through her chest. She knew that this day would arrive, but didn’t see it coming so soon.

“You know how serious this is, so you didn’t tell me, afraid that I will give up. However, I am the patient and have the right to know. This is not a joke. When I reach the late stage of withdrawal, my mind will be affected, and I might hurt you and Adair....”

“No, you won’t!” Lily shakes her head and grabs the man’s big palm. “Karl said that it was not that scary. We just need to work as a team!”

“Addiction is not something that can be defeated by efforts. It is physical but it will make me lose control.” The man’s eyes are scarlet. How can he not feel the pain? He tries his best to break free from her hand, afraid that he will change his mind. “Lily, I want to be responsible for you and Adair.”

He will be the same as a drug addict, losing control, a slave of desire. He will cost them a normal life, forcing them to live in his shadows.

“You are responsible for us if you fight this.” Lily smiled, not realizing that tears are hanging by her eyes. “I don’t need you to do anything else. Just recover.”

“What if … I can’t?” He asks a cruel question, because he can’t ignore the 50% chance of failure.

For her, as long as he holds on, nothing can be a problem. Everything will be fine. She does not know that he is not confident he can control himself from doing dreadful things under the influence of addiction.

He can’t gamble with her and Adair with his faith. He doesn’t want to hurt them, not at all.

Lily is choked by his question. She has never thought about what to do if Rex can not defeat this thing. She just believes in him.