Lost in You novel Chapter 14

The beautiful girl who accompanies him going out is scared.

But why do I see a pain in his eyes?

"Why should I listen to you? The women around me have never said no to me for so many years! Why do you say that playing with me is just playing?" James squeezes my shoulders, gradually pressing me hard on the sofa in the private room.

Above his head is a laser light, which flickered across James's face.

He is angry, his face tightens tightly, his teeth gritted and his eyes flush, as if he is accusing me of having an iron heart.

"Don't we all talk about it James? Haven't you played with a lot of people like this? If you want me, just call me and I'll come to you." I gently stroke his face, fingers running over his frowning eyebrows, "You know, I can never refuse you."

I make myself mean and frivolous.

"I want to love you, but why you don’t want it? Why do you have to look down on yourself so much? Play? How do you play?" James presses on me, panting gently, "Just like you are going to be insulted and becomes one of my many women. Do you really want to do this? "

An ambiguous posture is formed between us, but also an embarrassing situation.

"But you belong to me now, so that's all right." I stare into his eyes with an expression, stretch my arms around his neck, pull him to myself, and kiss him.

James doesn't move, and indifferently let me do whatever I want on his lips.

Only my unilateral intimacy. That’s sad.

In the end I could only stop and stare blankly at him, "James, please."

After speaking my tears fall.

Please, keep me by your side. I am selfish, weak and disgusting. I am afraid that after you know the real me, you will definitely throw me away. I have no courage to face such a result.

James and I stay in the box for a long time, but do nothing and stay quietly. In the end I am so sleepy that I sleep on the sofa.

I feel like I feel a soft lip kissing me in the dim, careful and cherished.

What a pity is always in the dream.

When I wake up, I open my eyes, and I see James staring at my eyes.

But soon he moves away without a trace, lights a cigarette, smokes one cigarette after another.

"Let's go and take you home." James says, crushes his cigarette butts.

When I get out of the box, I could clearly see that James's eyes are red, and the corners of the eyes are moist, probably because they are smoked.