Lost in You novel Chapter 39

I push James's hand away and say, "You go first, and I don't want to push you away. I have something to deal with, OK?"

I try to keep my voice low and shake his hand.

"Darling, do you want to go home with me? You can rest assured that I will treat you well! You can live with peace of mind!" Neil wipes his tears, and excitedly pulls over to hold my hand.

James's eyes stare at Neil.

I want to shake it off , it's disgusting.

"You don't have to worry, I don't want to push you away. Really." I explain.

But James may really care, I know. It is I who tricks him again and again, but this time it really won't.

I look at him pleadingly.

There is a faint glow in his eyes, and he says for a long time, "Okay, but Carolina, don't let me wait too long, and don't lie to me."

"There are actually many things, as long as you want, I can help you solve a lot." James wants to raise his hand to silently touch my head, but still control it.

In fact, James, you understand me. I want to take care of many things. You are protecting my face and self-esteem. Thank you. I don't want my love to be so humble forever.

"Okay, I know." I look at him deeply and watch him get in the car.

I will never forget the lost look of James. You can rest assured, James, this time I am really ready.

“Stay with your husband, don’t cheat him again.”

“That is right. You are married.”

Many people are educating me. Neil bows his head and says thank you.

I don't want to stay longer, and I leave.

Neil catches up and grabs my waist, "My car parks over there."

There are still people watching now, of course he still has to play, I say with a sneer in the corner of my mouth, "It's hard to act, really embarrassing you."

Neil chokes twice, but his voice changes, "No, it will make you feel bad. It’s not hard."

I am so angry that I just grit my teeth.

Oh shit!

Back home, Neil immediately reveals his true nature.

He drops the bag on the ground and looks at me with fiery eyes, "Damn you, you say you are a slut? In front of your husband, you still hook up with a man, and you want to go with another man, it's shameless!"

In order to irritate him, I deliberately smile brilliantly and say, "Yes, I am so shameless, how? I like to hook up with men, I like James! What can you do?"

"Oh, don't you know, as a man, you don't have any skills at all. Your previous wife cheated you because you are infertile, didn’t they? Oh, useless man." Some words can immediately anger Neil. That's what he cares most about.

"Damn it! You! You! Do you like others to fuck you? Are you so cheap?"Neil is so angry that he raises his hand in a sensible way to slap me.

I am immediately hit and fall to the ground.

This is good, you shot it. The camera will record all this, domestic violence is enough to divorce us.

"I like James, I just like being fucked by him, it's really cool. If you have the ability to kill me, kill me! If you can't, I will go to James, we are cheating you!"

I suppose to anger him.

As expected, Neil is fooled and immediately lost his mind.

"Yes, I will kill you, I will kill you! See how you will go out in the future! Kill you! Kill you!"

Neil nervously mumbles and begins to punch and kick me.

After being beaten so many times, I have all experienced how to protect myself well in protective postures, even if my body is scarred, I will not really be able to get up in bed.

I protect my head and belly ribs.

But it still hurts. I cry in pain, crying out loud, silently chanting James's name in my heart.

I want to be with you, really want to wait for me. We can really be together in the future. When we could be together, no one is scolding me and no one can say any bad things about you.

This is my belief.

Everywhere it hurts, the pain is magnifying, as if something is tearing my body, I bow and curl up on the ground.

Clenching his teeth, large drops of cold sweat comes out.

"Screw you!"

I can't help it, scream out loud.

Neil stops his hands until he is tired and looks at me.

"Don’t you dare to go out to find James in the future? Shameless!" Neil kicks me.

I have no energy, and the whole body hurt like a crush.

"Don't say a word?" James kicks me hard, "Pretend to die!"