Lost in You novel Chapter 41

The point is not on others, but on my family. I can’t get rid of my family.

"No, it really isn't! Wait for some time to find you again, OK?" I utter this sentence with tears.

Very calm and very ruthless words. What expression will James is when he sees this?

Sorry, I am really too selfish.

I always give hope, but it is destroyed by my own hands.

"I don't know what happened to you, but what I want to say is that if you are so polite, it makes me sad." James replies

I don't want him to see himself like this, like a loser.

"James, it will be fine in a few days, I'm really busy recently." Please don't ask me.

"Do you regret it? Regret promising to be with me?"

James doesn't feel safe because I never give him a sense of security.

My heart seems to be cramping, I don't know how to answer, I can only cover up, "No, I ’m just inconvenient now, really inconvenient to see you."

"Yes, you are inconvenient, you still have a family, I have forgotten it. I am nothing to you!"

These words hurt me all at once.

James misunderstands me, and I am too anxious to explain it.

How can I see him like this?

"No, no! James, I love you, I really love you, but I am very helpless. Sorry, can you give me some time? I want to arrange everything so that I can stand squarely in front of you.”

I really want to call him, but I am afraid that my emotions would be out of control, and I couldn't stand it if I hear his voice.

"Carolina, you have said that many times, I am tired, really tired. So I don't want to repeat the same mistakes all the time, then I can only solve it by myself."

I don't know what James means.

"James, what do you want to do? Don't be impulsive!"

But James no longer responds to my messages, and he doesn’t answer me when I call him.

What should I do? What does James mean?

I am very uneasy in my heart.

Out of the detention center, Neil's first thing is to kneel down in front of me.

He walks in front of me pretentiously, and knelt in front of me with a clatter.

"I'm wrong. It is my fault!"

He flaps his mouth while talking.

I have no feelings now.

"That's right, everyone would make a mistake. You can forgive him this time." Mother persuades.

I sneer at him and says, "Neil, you say how many times you hit me? Can you count it? Our family have already negotiate with your family, as long as we can pay the money owed to you before , I can divorce with you, just wait."

Neil is crying with tears in his nose, "No I will not divorce you even if I die! Besides, you are pregnant now. It’s our child! You will have a good time with me in the future.

How did he know? I subconsciously protect my stomach.

"No one knows who it is yet?" The mother-in-law grumbles.

Neil immediately says with delight, "It must be mine. Mine!"

This kid will help him fight for his family property, he will definitely say so.

My mother is also happy, "There has been no good news for so many years."

"This kid..." I just want to say, Neil immediately thinks of me, "This kid will definitely look like me in the future! He is my kid."

He looks at me with a warning.

It's really sad, I look at the useless man with sarcasm, okay, you say it is yours. Then it’s yours.

"Oh, you have a baby." Mommy couldn't help but talk, "Slow down, slow down, now you are the most important one."

"Do you think this child really is Neil’s? He just wants a child to compete with him for family property, otherwise he wouldn't beg me to find a man." The smile on my mother's face freezes immediately.

No one believes me. I say it once before, but she doesn't believe it. This time I don't know what she thinks.

"What?" Mom looks at me incredulously.

I smile miserably, "Mom, for so many years, I haven't had children. I just has a child at this time. You say where does the child come from? Neil couldn't erect at all. I am a virgin all the time."

I make it very clear, depending on whether my mother believes it or not.

Mother falls to the ground, "How could this be, how could this be. He actually begs you to find a man, and it is too unbelievable to have a child for fighting for property. It is so perverted."

There are many abnormal things.