Lost in You novel Chapter 5

I am stiff, and panicky looking into James's eyes.

Then, it seems that I see James smiles and he hugs me in his arms, and my body is tightly pressed against each other, "I see." He says.

Our cubicle is opened unexpectedly, and I pinches James's clothing corner to hide in his arms.

"Get out!" James turns his head and scolds coldly.

"I'm sorry! James! I'm really sorry!" The man repeatedly apologizes and quickly closes the compartment door.

I'm relieved, they are out.

"I can’t erect now." James flattens his mouth and pulls out of my body.

What shall I say at this time? Thank you, or yell at him for fucking me?

James pulls up his zipper and sees me a little stupid, smiling, "You look like you are satisfied?"

I glance at him, quickly tidying up my clothes, and slump on the toilet.

Frightened, I haven't calm down now.

"You guys are pretty hard at working as reporters." James smiles and caresses my hair, and says with some concern, "What if you are accidentally caught by someone?"

I blurted out, "It’s you..." When I say something, I realizes that something is wrong.

There is a fever on my face, and I look up suddenly to meet his eyes. The light above his head separates him from me, one in the bright, the other in the dark, the bright smile is his proud smile, in the dim is my blushing face.

I don't know why, I have a feeling that I could not get rid of his attraction, as if we are destined to entangle with each other.

James shakes me out and sways out. No one dares to ask me my identity. He hides me and covers my face. Someone even respectfully hand me the bag I forget.

The sports car drives away, and I watch the flickering neon behind the entertainment city dwindling away.

"I advise you not to write anything about here." James says.

I open my bag, take out the recording pen, and sure enough, nothing is left. I am discouraged and throw the things into the bag, "I'm a reporter and I have the right to let the public know the truth."

"Whatever you like." James hesitates twice.

Then we become embarrassed. To be honest, I don't know how to face him.

On the one hand, he really has a fatal attraction to me, but I clearly realize that the possibility between us is very small, and we should not meet again in the future.