Lost in You novel Chapter 53

He looks at me affectionately, as if no one except me is in his world. He says seriously and firmly, striking my heart word by word.

As if all of a sudden, blood can recirculate often, and my heart is pounding.

I miss him so much, looking at his face with nostalgia.

But I can't say anything.

Contradiction, entanglement, but the crazy feeling of wanting to be with him makes my caught off guard, and I don't know what to do.

James doesn't care about anything. His eyes looks at me with a firm expression. He stumbles, but he still ignores it.

"Carolina. Please say something!" James shouts at me.

I couldn't help covering my eyes, I pretended to be cruel and say, "I'm sorry, you really annoys me. Don’t you see it? I don't like you at all."

"Don’t you hear! My wife says that it's just for you to play with you!" Neil pushes James fiercely.

I couldn't see that James is hurt, and I couldn't hold it anymore, and I push Neil away and run out.

My leg hurts, but I can't care about it at all. I want to find a quiet place to cry.

It's too difficult, why should my life be so difficult?

I find a corridor and cry out while covering my mouth.

"James, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I murmur while crying, "I love you, but I'm sorry, I can't be with you."

There is only me here, but I freely release myself.

But with a bang behind, the door opens, and I immediately turn around and look at it.

It is James.

He looks at me panting.

I am stunned.

He purses his lips, a little proud, "I know you would cry, I know you would not leave me, I know you would care what I say!"

Like someone who is suddenly caught by the lifeline and unable to resist, my tears are still hanging on my face. I am so sad.

Suddenly he appears and catches me off guard.

His bloodless face seems to be alive. He walks over and says, "Do you love me?"

In the corridor echoes his voice, "What I say is fake, I really miss you. I got drunk, I am so miserable. Should you not comfort me?"

His eyes are bright, his brows are soft, and he seems to see hopes.

My reason is collapsing.

My family has suffered enough because of me and James, and I know they can no longer be implicated.

I have sworn.

But he is standing in front of me at this time, talking about the love words I want to hear the most, in a way I have dreamed of countless times. He is my favorite person.

I can't say anything to refuse him

I shake my head, sorry.

I rush into James's arms.

"I love you James!" I miss him so much. I want to die in his arms.

We hug tightly in the corner.

It takes a long time for me to know what James thought at that time. He said that even if I rejected him ruthlessly. He still doesn't want to give up on me.

I don't want to change it once I have decided.

"Do you know how I know you still care about me?" James says.

I look at him and shake my head, with a happy smile on my face, "I don't know."

James is quite proud, "Look, you still have my ring on your hand. If you don't love me, you just want to play with me, how can you still wear the ring I give you on the ring finger.

I am too careless, I look down at the shiny ring and remember how James stood in front of the ruins and proposed to me.

I won't forget that scene no matter how long.

Afterwards, we don't have anything to say, so we keep quietly together.

Only by being able to touch each other can you be completely relieved. Look we are together.

I have a crazy idea, if we can just hug each other and die, it would be so happy.

I don't know how long it has passed, my body finally can't hold it.

I push James away.

"I'm going back." I say.

James lets go of me reluctantly.