Lost in You novel Chapter 56

I secretly hide behind the window and look at him, watching the person I think about every day.

There is lightning and thunder outside the window, the light of lightning lights up his face, and his sad eyes look at me.

I can't respond to him, no.

"Why don't you go out and tell him all?" Mom hears the voice wakes up and comes over.

My mother's hand slaps heavily on my shoulder.

"Carolina, how can you treat me so cruelly!"

He is disappointed. He is puzzled, and he is furious.

I know how he feels at this moment, and I want to die because of the pain in my heart.

I don't know how long he has been standing here, and he will get sick if he goes on like this.

It is so cold outside.

I really can't stand it anymore.

"Go out, and make it clear to him." Mom signs, "It's too bitter between you."

James stands in the dark and looks at me stubbornly.

I rush out.

The heavy rain pours on me all at once, and I want to tremble in the cold, but James has been standing here for a long time.

James looks at me happily.

He rushes over to hug me.

"James. I have said that it ’s over. I have told you so many times, why don't you listen to me? I’m tired and don't want to be with you." I am so ruthless.

And James says as if he could not understand it, "You said you will marry me!"

"Forget it." I say.

In the rain, I can shed tears unscrupulously, no one can see.

James's body shakes, I am startled and want to run over, but stop immediately.

I cannot.

I can't care about him anymore, let him know that I still love him.

But his body is getting sick. He is still wearing a sick suit.

What should I do?

"James, I beg you to go back. Don't come to see me again. Okay? I want to live a quiet life. You see my life has become a mess since I met you, I don't want to live such a life!"

I eagerly want him to leave, and stare at him, looking at him casually. I want to take a deep look at him again. Fortunately, the night and the rain cover my affection.

After that you are no longer mine.

James looks at me, and his eyes are full of doubts, "I don't believe it! When you are with me, I can feel your happiness. I don't believe you. You are always a liar! "

"Yes, I've been lying to you all the time, but I finally tell the truth. That is, I'm tired of you! I want to leave you again and again, don't you know that?”

James stops talking, and the rain pours on him, raindrop running down his face.

Suddenly he doesn't have any expression, so he looks at me so lightly, "Carolina, you are really cruel. Well, you said you have played enough, then it’s my turn to play."

His words plunge me into a kind of panic, not because he hates me, but because I am afraid that he is unhappy and have another kind of relationship with me.

I don't want to hurt him.

But I can only say to him coldly, "Just do what you want, but don't let people say that Mr. James can't afford it."

His hateful eyes seem to penetrate through the layers of rain and project towards me. I could never forget his eyes.

Hatred in despair.

I turn around in despair and dare not look at him, saying, "Go back, and don't come again."

James never says anything, when I turn to look at him.

James has laid on the mud.

"James!" I shout with a broken heart, and run past.

He lays there, his eyes close tightly, lifeless.

I am panicked and scared.

The heavy rain makes him cold, and I hug him in a panic and cry.

"James, wake up Please! Please wake up!"

What to do? I covered myself on him, want to prevent him from the rain, and want to warm him again.

But it seems useless.

I call an ambulance and inform Isabel.

Perhaps only this is the best for James.

I stand wet outside the ward, daring not to take a step closer. I could only stand here and look at him from a distance.

You see, the people who have a relationship with me have no happy end. It is all because of me that James goes to the hospital again and again.

I am a sinner.

Behind me are the hurried footsteps, and stop beside me.

"Ms. Carolina, you are smart." Isabel says.