Love Me As I Am novel Chapter 5

Drama queen...

After staring at the dresses, lost in thought of what to wear." I still didn't get one.

"Having problems." Maddy said behind me and I flinched. She scared me.

"Yeah." I said catching my breath.

"Just take the one your hand touches, it can be a short dress or top and skirt but don't choose a long gown that's for tomorrow." She said and I nodded.

I stretched my hand to grab a dress and guess what I picked, a red jean skirt with a handless pop looking top...

"Wow." I gasp at my discovery.

"Nice choice." Maddy said and I smiled and made way to my bed.

Putting on the clothes were easy but it felt a little uncomfortable, since its new to me.

"You look gorgeous, Laura." Christy shrieked and the girls nodded.

"Thanks girls." I blushed.

For the first time ever, I blushed, wow am getting the hang of it...

"Where is Racheal?" I asked.

"You do not wanna know." Tammy said.

"She's quite right." Patricia said.

"Don't worry about her, we got your back." Maddy said.

"Thanks girls, thanks for being my friends." I said getting all teary and they stared at each other awkwardly.

"Eww!" Maddy screamed.

"That's like the grossest thing ever." Tammy said and I froze.

"What?" I asked confused.

"We can never be friends with you." Christy said.

"Yeah never, ever ever in our life not even in our after lifes." Patricia said.

Tears began to swell in my eyes and I wanted them to pour badly because I couldn't see properly and it hurts a lot...

"But why have you been nice to me?" I asked trying to hold my tears, cause I don't want them to use this as an advantage.

"Being nice to you doesn't mean that we are friends with you, Laura." Maddy said.

"Yeah, we aren't friends get that into your head." Tammy said.

Am just so dumb, how can I fall for their nice faces and attitude towards me, they are just the same type of people I ran away from.

Why why...

Being alive hurts sometimes.

"Oh my, did you think we are your friends." Patricia laughed.

"She really did." Christy said and they all laughed again falling on their beds.

I didn't notice when a tear fell from my eye, and it continued, also doing the same to my other eye.

As they laughed not staring at me or finding out if I'm heart broken or not, they just did it for fun. Like every one else...

"OMG, Laura are you crying?" Tammy said with a worried look...

They are trying to be nice again.

Screw them all...

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Laura POV cont.

"Laura we didn't mean to make you cry." Chrsity said.

"You all aren't my friends so get the hell away from me." I yelled and wiped my tears.

"We aren't your friends, we are your sisters." Maddy said.

"We will never be friends with you, we are all sisters." Tammy said.