Love You Like I Used To Forget It (Millie Bridge) novel Chapter 183

Chapter 183

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Chapter 183

Irvin had actually believed that someone, who hated hospitals, would fake a serious injury and refuse to leave just to drive Julianne away.

At this moment, he suddenly felt so foolish. So unbelievably stupid,

He didn’t know what was wrong with him. Why had he assumed that I would stay and make a fuss in a hospital for three months instead of going home?

After I had fallen off thecliff, he had immediately sent Travis to look for me. Travis had told him I was fine but refused to come back to apologize to Julianne and even lashed out and threw things at him.

Julianne had claimed she visited me at the hospital, but I got so angry that I knocked her out. Meanwhile, my parents had told him they had visited me. They said that I was perfectly fine, and told him to ignore me because I would stop throwing a tantrum eventually.

He really wanted to blame it all on them. But he couldn’t.

He knew. He knew very clearly that he had made the biggest mistake.

Instinctively, he didn’t trust me, so he believed every bad thing others said about me.

He was too arrogant and weak.

Just because he thought I had planned our first encounters and tricked him like a hunter digging a trap for the prey, making him fall in love with me, he couldn’t handle it. So he wanted me to suffer. (1)

Then, he allowed everyone around him to take advantage of me and humiliate me. He let Julianne slander and harm me over and over again.

He refused to trust me in anything. Even when he saw me wrapped in bandages like a mummy, with blood still seeping through, he still didn’t believe I was truly injured.

All of this was caused by his own contradictions, his inability to either love or hate me completely. It was all his

fault.

He finally understood why I had changed so much and why I no longer loved him after falling off that cliff. He had treated me so horribly.

If he were in my place, he wouldn’t be able to forgive himself either. He also wouldn’t be able to love himself.

He remembered how he had gripped my bleeding arm in the hospital, saying that I was faking it and I had bought fake blood. Now, he lay hopelessly in the freezing water, not having the strength to move.

I had loved him so much. And he knew that he was my everything. How could he have been so cruel to me?

For a brief moment, he wished he would just disappear. Someone like him didn’t deserve to live.

Not at all.

I woke up surrounded by warmth.

Before even opening my eyes, I could smell the sweet scent of flowers. It was so pleasant that I couldn’t help but take a deep breath.

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Chapter 183

I thought I had died and gone to heaven.

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But then, a worried voice echoed through the room. That was when I realized I hadn’t died. I had been saved.

I couldn’t help but laugh at the realization. I really was hard to kill. It was true that if I persisted with all my might, luck would eventually find me.

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