Mated to the Alpha Knight novel Chapter 5

"Sweetie, please," My mother spoke from behind my shut bedroom door, her voice light and full of concern.

After finding out my brot- Emrys is my mate, I've locked myself up in my room. Every fiber of my being screamed for me to go to him, hold him, wipe the tears I know he shed last night while the other part of me was stunned to say the least.

Why out of all people on this Godforsaken Earth did my mate have to be him? Sure, all the over-protective and feeling each others feelings now made sense, but... What the fuck.

"I'm busy,"

"We both know that's not true." She sighed, I could picture her green eyes wide with worry and beautiful face drawn together. "Did you and Ostana get into a fight? Is it Emrys?"

Just at the mention of his name, a sob escaped my lips only to be muffled by my pillow. A moment of sweet silence passed and ended with my mother's sigh, her footsteps retreating down the hall. Silence followed for the next few minutes, my eyelids becoming heavy with both stress and due to the sparse sleep I had gotten last night; sleep found me easily.

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“Honey," My dad's voice spoke, waking me from my nap, and the heavy feeling in my heart returning with full force. "Your mother and I are to visit Alpha Thomas, do you want to come along?"

"No," Still in bed, I clutched the one thing keeping me sane right now, breathing in Emrys' scent of rain that hoovered above his sweatshirt, letting it calm my body. I heard a few whispers that were no doubt my mother. Darkness settled over my room.

"Are you sure? There will be cake,"

"I'm fine," Lies. "Just go and tell Ostana hi for me," Knowing full well that she was still stuck at the Alpha's house as she didn't reply with any of my texts. They talked softly to one another before my father sighed and walked down the steps, his heavy walk making the stairs creak softly.

"Honey, we're worr-"

"Mom," My voice became louder. "Please. I'm fine,"

She grumbled but eventually walked downstairs too, and after I heard the front door close, I dragged myself from the bed. All day long I had stayed in my bedroom, no food or drink for comfort, my thoughts drowning out the hours, and the worst thing is I could feel Emrys' feelings of rejection stung my heart like a thousand wasps.

How am I supposed to look my brother in the eyes when he's my mate? I can't do that! That's... That's... That's not right.

Sooner or later I would have to face him though because of heat...

Oh God, I forgot about heat. Heat is when the bond becomes complete, or in other words, we bang it out.