MUTE AND ABUSED MATE novel Chapter 11

Fleurie pov

I freaked out when I woke up in a dark room, in a soft fluffy bed, it actually feels good. I looked at the powder baby walls, there were pictures hanging on it, prizes on the shelf and a big black screen. I pulled the covers off, standing up. I looked at the pictures, people were in those pictures, a big family actually.

it was cold.

I looked down at myself, I was wearing an oversized shirt with baggy sweatpants.

someone saw it.

someone saw my scars.

it's not good.

he will kill me.

He said if someone knew he will kill me.

Oh god ...... what I'm going to do.

He said he will never leave me on my own.

I should leave, he will hurt whoever in this house because of me.

I ran to the door. I fling it open, and I quickly ran in the corridor in this big place, despite all of the pain and the soreness I felt, I kept running. I found the stairs and quickly rand downstairs.

I heard muffled voices

and here I am slamming into someone's chest.

" Woah. who are you? " I rough voice said, I looked up to see a guy who looks in his twenties.

My breath stopped for a minute. I felt the floor shift under my feet. My vision blurred. my stomach turned as if my organs were dancing inside me causing me to feel the need to throw up. My breathing became rapid. and I felt my self-dropping on the floor.

My heart seemed to pound even faster, even harder. I tried taking a deep breath to calm myself, but my breaths were sharp and shallow. My vision got darker and narrower and looked kaleidoscopic, like when you close your eyes and press down on your eyelids to "see stars."

"You're dying," a voice in my head said. "This is what death feels like, and you're going to die alone."

" why your crying?" he put the notebook on the bed, sitting beside me.

" what's wrong, " he said with his soft eyes, handing me the notebook and the pen.

" write everything you want to say here okay?" I nodded

You want me out of this place because I'm mute right?

I write down, showing him.

"NO" he nearly shouted startling me " I - I'm sorry..... look, you remember me right?" I nodded

" I want you to know that I wanted to know you from the beginning and I'm interested in you..... and kinda l-like you, so I want you here, badly"

I looked at him shocked. How can someone perfect like him to like me?

And I don't know what's wrong with cause I feel comfortable with him and he's the first one that I felt like that towards him.