My Heart only Beats for You (Natalie Godfrey) novel Chapter 1487

"Thank you. I wish that for you too," said Yesseca.

Lothar smiled and turned to leave.

Every step he took weighed like lead.

She stood in the same place as she watched him walk away. She was deep in thoughts as she did so.

After a moment, she widened her eyes.

Then, she rushed down the stairs.

He was still within her sight when she came downstairs.

Seeing him, she shouted, "Lothar!"

However, he did not stop. Instead, he continued to walk forward, increasing his pace while he was at it.

A helpless smile appeared on her face.

She found herself ridiculous.

Why would she be reminded of her own brother?

How could a man around the age of sixty be her brother?

The chances were none.

She must be missing Lothar a lot to think that this old man was her brother.

Just then, she looked up to the sky.

The sky was blue.

Facing the sky, she smiled, mumbling to herself, "Lothar, I am a fool, aren't I? A big one at that."

Walking out of the residential area, Lothar felt tears streaming down his face, wetting his face quickly.

His tears caught the attention of many.

But he couldn't care less. He let them stream down his face.

After their mother took her own life, he had not feared up ever again, even in his hardest moments in life. However, he could not hold it at this time.

His tears did not stop until he was back at Essie's house.

Essie was already back before him.

Seeing his return, she felt the color drain from her face a bit.

It was only until dinner time that she spoke to him. "Let's eat," she said.

Hearing her words, he went over to the dining table and sat down.

She felt her mood lighten as he had not once mentioned Selina over dinner. With that, she said, "Lothar, I got worked up just now. But I hope you will not mention that again. In another two days, I'll be able to recover your appearance for you."

After that, she took out the worm she had prepared from her room and said, "Look at this. It's almost ready to be used. By then, you'll be able to get back your appearance with this."

He stared at her. "Essie, there's no need for that anymore. I'm going to save Selina, and I need your help with it. I will give up my life for her."

Right then, she held her breath.

All this time, she thought that he had thought things through. She did not expect him to be so stubborn.

With that said, she got a bit mad. "Lothar, did I not make it clear to you? You'll be able to regain your appearance soon. Just another two days! Two days! You can go back to your normal life and go back to your sister. That's right. I remembered something!"

She softened her voice as she said, "You killed that man with your current appearance. In another two days, you'll look different. I'm sure they will not be able to find out that you were the one who did it. You can rest assured by then."

Hearing her words, he laughed. It was a sad, lonely one.

He knew she was a righteous person.

If such a righteous person had said those words, she must want him to live on.

"Essie, please help me save Selina. I don't want my life anymore," he insisted.

She felt her heart clenched.

Then, she placed the worm in his hands, saying, "Lothar, take a look for yourself. Take it all in with your eyes. It's almost ready. All you need is to wait another two days, and you'll be back to your appearance. Isn't this what you always wanted? To recover and meet with your sister again? If you die, how are you supposed to do all this?!"

However, he remained silent.

He took it from her out of the blue, dropping it in the next second.

The fat worm wriggled its body, wanting to escape, but he stepped on it.

Splat!

He said, "My sister."

Just then, her breathing quickened as she posed another question. "Other than your sister, is there anyone else?"

His eyes darkened when he heard her question. "I only have one family member left in this world. Who else do I have other than my sister?"

She felt her heart being pulled apart.

It turned out that he only had one person who he loved in this world, and that was his sister.

There was no one else other than his sister.

She wanted to ask him if she was not worthy enough to make him stay.

But in the end, she did not.

Why should she ask? He did not care about her, so there was no point in becoming delusional over this.

With that, she felt a burst of sorrow from the bottom of her heart.

It enveloped her, seeping into her bones.

She walked to the chair and sat on it while he just stood there and did not speak.

The two of them remained silent.

She finally opened her mouth after some time. Her voice was a little hoarse, probably because she had just cried. "Lothar, you're serious about giving up your own life, aren't you? Fine, I'll help you."

Soon, Lothar went to the Perry family.

He couldn't let Selina know he was going to save her.

After all, he knew she wouldn't want him to do so.

If she had known that he was sacrificing his life for hers, she wouldn't agree to it.

Therefore, he had to ask Matthew for help.

However, this time, he was unable to meet Matthew.

Lothar gave a thick stack of cash to a servant of the Perry family. He said urgently, "Sorry to trouble you. Please let me see Matthew. I have something important to discuss with him. This can't be delayed."