My Heart only Beats for You (Natalie Godfrey) novel Chapter 1498

Lothar was in a trance, but his mind was active.

Had the surgery been completed?

Did Selina come by his side and shed tears for him?

But why was he still alive? Why was his consciousness still here?

Suddenly, a female voice sounded beside him. It was suppressed as if the owner of the voice was bearing a lot of pain. "I've never told you that I like you, Lothar. I liked you from the first moment I saw you on TV."

It was Essie's voice.

Lothar wanted to open his eyes, but a flash of lightning flashed through his mind.

His consciousness was gone.

It was 2 a.m. when Selina got up from bed.

She was feeling rather blurry at the end of the surgery, and she fell asleep. Just then, she had just woken up from passing out.

She instantly jumped out of bed.

Lothar, who was on the bed beside her, was already covered with a piece of white cloth.

Trembling, she reached out to lift the cloth.

Just then, Essie stopped her. "Please respect the dead and don't look."

She didn't want Selina to see him. The moment he was losing all his consciousness, it was her who was before him.

She wanted to be the last person he saw.

Selina didn't say anything.

But she burst into tears.

Essie's voice was clear and cold as she said, "There is a saying in the Witch Clan. Even if a person dies, and their physical body loses its consciousness, it will not immediately disappear. In other words, that's their soul. Lothar's soul must not want to see you cry. Dry your tears. He's gone already. It's too late to cry. Do you think you can revive him with your crying?"

Hearing her words, Selina stopped crying.

She rubbed her eyes and managed to stand up. "You're right. It's useless to cry. I won't be able to revive him."

After a pause, she added, "I'll take Lothar's body away."

She wanted to find the best cemetery for Lothar and bury him well.

"You can't," Essie said.

Astonished, Selina asked, "Why not?"

The coldness on Essie's face disappeared and was replaced by sadness. She said, "I have been by his side since I saved him. And he had been by mine too. All these years, I've been living in solitude. He made me feel otherwise. Even if he's dead, I want him with me. I've done so much for you guys, so please agree with my request."

Selina held her breath for a moment.

She suddenly thought of something from before.

If things did not turn out this way, Lothar and Essie might stand a chance.

No, Selina was certain there were feelings between the two. They had a chance!

She looked at Essie.

She saw the pained expression on Essie's face and her hidden feelings for Lothar.

At this moment, Selina decided and replied, "Okay."

Essie heaved a sigh of relief. "Thank you."

Selina shook his head. "No, I believe you will give him a proper burial. I know you treat him well. It's an honor for him to have you as his friend."

"You're wrong," Essie said, looking at Selena. "You're lucky to have Lothar as your friend."

Hearing her words, Selina felt a lump in her throat.

She nodded. "It's true."

Her voice was soft but firm.

On the other side, Natalie also threw herself into Tobias' arms. "Thank God. It's successful, right?"

Tobias gently patted Natalie's cheek. "Yes."

Essie looked at Lothar, who was lying on the bed. After Selina left, she lifted the white cloth.

At this moment, Lothar was already gone.

She sat by the bed.

Her eyes were hazy as she looked at him.

She murmured, "Lothar, I've always thought of you as the greatest fool on earth. But I know I am one too. Why did I even help you? I'm so stupid. Why did I help you?"

"Lothar, I still remember the first time I saw you on TV. Back then, I was thinking, how could there be a man in this world who has such good- looking eyes?"

"I was thrilled to save you. I thought that if I did enough, you would be grateful towards me and even fall for me, and want to marry me. I realized now that I was wrong. I was such a fool. I saved you, only for you to save someone else with your life."

Suddenly, she laughed. "Lothar, do you still remember what you told me before you left? You said that you were on eggshells your whole life. You wanted to be free and do what you want for once. I want to do the same too. I want to make you stay with me, even if you're no longer living. You gave your life to that woman, but your physical body will stay with me. I've done so much for you. You wouldn't mind my willfulness now, right?"

A day after the surgery, Selina went looking for

Yesseca.

Yesseca was surprised to see her.

Because she had told her she wouldn't come to see her ever again.

The moment Yesseca saw Selina, she didn't know what to say.

However, Selina gave her a great big hug.

She hugged Yesseca tightly to the point that she couldn't breathe.