My Husband Warm The Bed (Karen Daly) novel Chapter 619

With Little Karen's plea, Karen felt a cut through her heart. The remaining tears she had been suppressing all this while came rolling out at once.

She wanted to stiffen up and pretended that she couldn't see her Little Karen, but she couldn't do it, just like how she couldn't forget Kevin.

She squatted down and held her child in her arms and rubbed her head. "My baby, I'm sorry! I am so sorry!"

"Mommy, I don't want you to say sorry! I want you to be by my side!" Although Little Karen was young and didn't understand a lot of things, she knew that she needed both her father and mother to be happy.

When she didn't have a mother back then, her father, grandparents, and Little Aunt loved her very much. Yet, there were always people who said that she was very pitiful.

Because other children had mothers, and when she was born, her mother left her. So everyone thought that she was so pitiful.

She wanted to be a happy child instead of a sad and pitiful child as what the other children described.

"Mommy, I love Daddy, but I also love you a lot!" Little Karen held her mother's head and planted a kiss with her soft lips. "If you leave me, I will cry very loudly!"

Her voice was so soft. It was the childish, sweet tone of a child. It should have been an innocent voice, but her voice was breaking.

"Baby Karen, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" Apart from apologizing, Karen did not know what else she could say. Her heart was aching from how sensible her daughter was.

She was afraid of losing Kevin. Kevin didn't want to lose her, and her daughter didn't want to lose her mother too.

She was still carrying the baby she had with Kevin. How could she be so cruel to let the child lose the father before the child was even born?

When the child was born in the future, how would she explain it to the child?

How could she have the courage to tell her child that her mother had divorced the father, hence, the child could not see his father?

What if the child asked her why she left the father?

Then how should she answer?

Did she want to tell the child that she left her father because she was afraid of losing him? What a contradictory answer, but it was true.

Because she was too afraid of losing Kevin, so she asked for a divorce extremely painfully.

Divorce was another way to lose Kevin, but this kind of loss was different from the other one.

After the divorce, she was no longer his wife, but she could still hear updates about him. She would know if he was safe and fine. If she could watch him from afar, that would be more than enough.

"Karen, do you understand now?" For the last time, Kevin gave her a chance to think about it and wanted her to make her own choice.

"I..." She was still afraid.

"What should I do?"

At the thought of losing him forever if she returned to his side, just thinking about it this way, it has made her so heartbroken that she can't breathe.

She didn't dare to return!

If Karen didn't answer, it meant that she still didn't think clearly.

"Little Karen..." Kevin called for his daughter out in a low and deep voice.

"Daddy?" Little Karen raised her tiny head and looked at her father. Her big eyes were filled with worry. She was very worried that her father would lose his temper again and scare her mother into tears.

"Bring Mommy to the study." Since she wanted to work, then he would let her work. But she could only work by his side. She couldn't leave his sight ever again.

"Okay!" Little Karen took Karen's hand and brought her to the study.

However, she did not remember that Kevin had taken photos of her that day.

But when she looked at the photo again, she saw the colorful roses in the background. She could then vaguely remember the story behind this photo.

After so many years, Kevin was still keeping her photos and used them as his wallpaper.

Karen's heart trembled again. She was emotional, worried, and scared all at the same time.

She clicked on the mouse and saw a dialog box popped up requesting a login password. Karen tried to key in Kevin's birthday.

The password was wrong.

Karen then entered Little Karen's birthday and received another prompt saying that it was wrong.

Both attempts failed. Karen gave it a serious thought and decided to type her own birthday. It was also wrong.

It wasn't Kevin's birthday, it wasn't Little Karen's birthday, and it wasn't her birthday... Then what other special numbers were there?

Karen tried to think harder but still couldn't think of any number combination that was special to Kevin. She typed 6 numbers casually. The password turned out to be correct, surprisingly.

It was'131224'.

This number was given to her on the second day after their marriage registration. Kevin gave her a bank card, and the password of the card was 131224.

Karen finally remembered. 131224 was the 24th of December in 2013. It was Christmas Eve.

She was abandoned by her family that day and drank alone in the bar.

She found out later that it was also the first time she had met Kevin. She even vomited all over Kevin when she was drunk.