My Love My Hatred Chapter 182
I went down and I saw a packet of cigarettes on the living hall table. It must be Lance‘s. Although he said he would try to reduce smoking for Lexi, but I knew it was going to be hard for him. He liked to smoke and drink.
After drinking the water, I sat on the sofa and picked up the cigarettes. Then I lighted one.
I know I shouldn‘t due to my condition, but then I still did. Looking at my reflection on the glass window, I saw myself dressed in this sexy night gown it was lacey and a little revealing. With a cigarette in my hand, dressed in this and messy bed hair, I looked really seductive, and a little like a bad woman.
Lance must now have liked my
messy hair like this, I thought he preferred when I looked innocent like last time.
But of course, he didn‘t say anything. But I could slowly feel him treating me A LITTLE better. He has been trying to let me do what I wanted as long as I didn‘t step over the line.
“What are you doing?” a cold voice sounded from behind me.
I turned around and stared at Lance with seductive eyes, “Smoking. Your cigarette is nice, wanna try?”
He knitted his eyebrow together and said, “Good women don‘t smoke.”
“Well, as you can see I am not a good woman. I‘ve done all the things a bad woman would do. And who told you woman can‘t smoke?” | smiled.
Lance came near me and snatched the cigarette from my hands. To be
honest, I only smoked once, the cigarette was still kind of new. He threw it away, not forgetting to put it out. “I don‘t care if other women smoke, but you can‘t, don‘t forget you have mild chronic bronchitis.”
“But you’ve always made me a bad woman.” I argued.
“Jennie, are you trying to fight with me out of nowhere? Since when did I ask you to be a bad woman?”
“You said you and Tiffany were never real husband and wife, but to the world, she is your ex wife. You two had such a huge wedding, yet you told the world yesterday that I am Mrs Mason. They congratulated you, but do you know what they really think of me? A woman who appeared when you were married and even gave birth to your child! What is this if not a bad woman?
“Me and Tiffany never even got engaged. We just had a wedding dinner. We were never legally wed.” Lance
“How is it not possible? I will never let you be the mistress, and I will also never marry a woman I do not love. Me and Tiffany agreed on this deal, but in the end she wanted to break the deal. I didn‘t want to create too much problem with her family, so I paid my price and got out from her family. But now I regret even doing it, I regret listening to grandma and the directors in the company.” Lance looked like he really did regret his decision.
Perhaps he knew, even if he didn‘t legally wed Tiffany, even if it was all just a lie, for some business benefit, it still didn‘t stop the world from spreading
the fact that I was his mistress.
“You didn‘t legally wed her, what does it have to do with me, I don‘t care.” I said weakly.
Lance nodded his head disappointedly and said, “I know you wouldn‘t care, because it‘s me, Lance Mason, so you don‘t care about me.”
Lance then turned around and went up. When he was on the stairs, he stopped and said, “Can you not touch the cigarettes ever again? It‘s bad for your body. I will also quit. Let‘s not smoke ever again, hm?”
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