My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 186

My Love My Hatred Chapter 186

And with that, he pulled me up the stairs. I started to panic. I was sure there wasn‘t any CCTV in the room! Or did he install a small one? Oh no...... 

“I really have no idea what you are talking about! Are you going to blame again, like the time when your grandma said I pushed her down the stairs? Are you going to send me to jail again? For something that I didn‘t do? I don‘t care anymore. You said you love me, well your love is bull f*cking shit!” I yelled, trying to act angry, but deep down I was afraid. 

Lance gave me a doubting look, but he couldn‘t do anything. I knew he was just trying to scare me into admitting, I knew there isn‘t any CCTV 

at all. Of course I wouldn‘t admit anything! I didn‘t want to go to jail again! 

Lance‘s hands balled into fists. Suddenly, I could feel the airflow beside my ear. He punched the wall beside me. It scared the hell out of me. 

Lance gritted his teeth and forced these words out of his clenched jaw, “Jennie Gomez, didn‘t you know this was all Leo‘s blood sweat and tears?! 

Didn‘t you say you love him? Is that how you show your love to him?!” 

Yea, I knew it, he didn‘t have any evidence. He was trying to bluff me about the CCTV. 

Haha...... why did I feel so good for doing this? He‘s done so many terrible things to me, this is only the thing I did to him. I did only ONE thing to him. 

“Lance, why are you blaming 

innocent people! What did I ever do to you? Show me the evidence!” 

I knew I sounded like a bitch for speaking like that, but who the hell cares? His grandma wronged me, his family wronged me, Leo wronged me, he wronged me! I had the right to be this way! 

I couldn‘t forget everything, how could anyone? After all that I‘ve been through, the last thing I could do was to forgive and forget until I make them pay for what they did to me! 

I always thought one day Leo was going to save me, but what I got was: Jennie, please stop and listen to brother, I‘m disappointed in you. 

So who cares if this was Leo‘s blood sweat and tears? Not me! 

Lance reached out his hands and wanted to choke me again. I said it 

before and I‘ll say it again, we would only hurt each other if we stay by each other‘s side. 

“I‘ll dare you to choke me to death Lance Mason! I didn‘t do it! Even if you kill me, I still won‘t admit!” I shouted at him before he could touch me. 

Without any proof, I would not admit! 

I was very tired too, he had been f*cking me for the past few days non stop! 

Lance smirked and said, “I don‘t care, I‘m still healthy and full of energy.” And with that, he slid himself into me with one push, stretching me down there. 

When would this life stop, I always wondered. 

He always worked long hours, going to different offices and sites, how could he be so full of energy at night? He always wanted more than 2 times! 

There was one time when he was extremely horny and we did it 7 times per night! 

“Lance, enough. My legs are sore already!” I said to him when he wanted to go for the 8th time. It was already near 6am in the morning. 

Lance must have realized the time too, plus the amount of times he did me, so he stopped and put a pillow under my butt. 

“What are you doing?” I was confused. D 23:59 My Paranoid Lover

He explained, “I don‘t want to waste my semen, or else it would have been a waste of my energy!” 

I understood after he explained. He wanted me to get pregnant. “Huh, waste of effort.“