My Not Yet Mate novel Chapter 14

Chapter 14: Where Is Lily? 

Lukas Year 2 

He was leaning over Lily and she was wiggling under him slightly. He looked down at her and she instantly took his breath away. Her lips were swollen from his kisses and her face was flushed. He could smell her arousal and it was driving him crazy. He knew he needed to stop, but he couldn’t. He didn’t want to. This he couldn’t blame on Gideon. He leaned down to kiss her again, before pulling back slightly. He put her arms around his neck. 

“Like this” 

“Yes!” Gideon had growled. Just like this Kiss her again.” 

He leaned down to continue lossing her. His cock got hard and he wanted nothing more than to bury himself inside of her. He was in the perfect position for her to wrap her legs around his waist as he- He forced himself to pull away to nuzzle into her throat. 

“Lily, I have to stop.” 

He felt her body tense and she lowered her arms. Her scent shifted and he cursed himself for making her feel bad. 

“Lils, listen to me. I promise when you’re older, I won’t have to stop. I just can’t right now,” he said after kissing her neck. 

“So, is this only because I’m a 

a child?” 

He cursed silently. A child. She had called herself a child. He was right back to feeling like a pedophile. He nodded. Yes, but he didn’t see her as one and that was why he was on top of her right at that moment wanting to go all the way with her. He wanted to tell her that she was his mate and that he loved her. He wanted to hold her and never let go. He ran his hand down her body and pulled away. 

A few moments later, he saw her crawling over to him. She reached for his pants. He grabbed her hand and pulled her onto his lap. Not gonna happen, love. Not yet. No matter how much he wanted to feel her touch there. He swallowed, trying to push the lump in his throat down. Goddess, he hoped she couldn’t feel his erection. He had no idea how he was going to explain that to her if she asked. 

He jerked awake. Fuck. His hand went to his hard cock and he began to stroke himself. He closed his eyes and pictured the way she had looked laying there. He knew she wanted his touch. He knew she wouldn’t have said no. He thought about how wet she had been and how bad he had wanted to dip his fingers into her his body spasmed and semen covered his hand. He collapsed back against the pillows. There was nothing about last night that he regretted. Well, maybe having to send her home without him. He sighed. His door banged open and to breezed in. 

“Hey, fucker. Ya done?” 

He rolled his eyes. “Nice of you to wait.” 

She sat on his bed. “So, what’s the plan today?” 

“What do you mean? I have business meetings.” 

She raised an eyebrow. “You’re not going to see Lily today?” 

He sat up straighter. “Did she say she wanted to see me?” 

“Well, no, but I know she would want to. She always wants to see you. You didn’t see her face when I showed up without you at the restaurant. My heart broke for her. That was such a douchebag move, by the way.” 

He ran his fingers through his hair. “I was not expecting Kenneth to need so much help. I got there as soon as I could.” 

She put her dirty shoes on his pillow. “You hurt her,” she accused. 

“I know. I apologized.” 

“Well, if you aren’t going to see her, you should at least call. 

Would it be too much against the rules to contact her once? Gideon shook his head. 

Chapter 14: Where is Lily? 

“No. Call her. Call her now. Something’s wrong. I can feel it, he told Lukas, 

He adjusted himself in his boxers and hopped up. Jo ran her eyes over his body. “Have you been working out, Luke?” 

He rolled his eyes. “I think I liked it better when you were fully gay.” 

She shrugged. “I still look.” 

He began to get dressed. “Does Ethan know?” 

“Yep, just like I know he still eye bangs Sasha.” She shrugged. “Doesn’t bother me, but if he ever stepped out on me, I’d kill him and he knows it.” 

Lukas laughed. “You two were made for each other.” 

“Literally were,” she agreed as she fell into step with him. 

He sat in his chair and reached for his phone as lo threw herself down on the couch, catching a piece of chocolate in her mouth. He dialed her number and it rang. His excitement grew as he waited for someone to answer, 

Hello? 

“Luis, good morning. Is Lily awake?” 

“She is, yes.” 

“Let me speak to her,” he ordered. 

“She does not wish to speak to you.” 

His body went cold. “Why not?” 

“She said that she woke up this morning and realized that you were too much. She said she wanted you to leave her alone.” 

“Put her on the fucking phone! NOW!” 

“I do apologize, Your Majesty. She is not here.” 

“Where is 

is she?” 

“She’s at the mall with Sommer and Adam.” 

His hand fisted and he hit his desk. “Who’s Adam?” 

“Her boyfriend, didn’t she tell you?” 

Lukas growled and slammed the phone down. He pushed his chair back and stormed out of the office. Jo ran behind him. 

“What happened?” 

“I’m going out.” 

“What about the Tigerlily Clan Ambassador?” 

“He can wait. Tell him I will see him tomorrow.” 

He threw the doors open. 

“Where are you going?” 

“To see our fucking queen,”