My Not Yet Mate novel Chapter 45

My Not Yet Mate 

Chapter 45- MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING 

Kalani (Trigger warning) 

Kalani sat in front of Lily with her legs crossed. She held out her hands to Lily who took them. Sommer positioned herself behind Lily and wrapped her arms around her. 

“Lily, honey, I want to do something with you today, if that’s okay?” 

She nodded. “Alright.” 

“So, do you remember how Sasha heals you?” She nodded again. “Well, I can do similar healing, but mine is different. I can heal your feelings. Is that something you think you would like to try?” 

Lily swallowed, but agreed. “What do I do?” 

“You guide me around the places in your memories that hurt you.” 

“And what will you do?” 

“I will do my best to help you. I can’t guarantee you that it will be healed in one session, but I will do my best to fix this for you, no matter how many times we have to do this.” 

“Is this safe for my baby? The baby.” 

She flushed and Kalani wanted to sigh. She hated when Lily referred to her fetus as the baby. She was trying so hard not to get attached. She brushed Lily’s hair back. 

“Yes, it is completely safe.” 

“Okay. I’m ready.” 

“Close your eyes.” 

Kalani waited for her to obey, before she followed suit and let herself get light. When she opened them, she was standing next to Lily. She slowly reached out to touch her shoulder. 

“Lily?” 

“Lani? This is weird.” 

Kalani smiled at her. “It is. Whenever you are ready, we can move through your memories.” 

Lily hesitated. “Are you sure?” 

Kalani took her hand. “Yes, love. I got you. Nobody can hurt you. I’m here to protect you.” 

Lily looked away and took a deep breath. The scene wavered out of focus, before snapping back. Lily was standing in front of a stove stirring a pot of stew. A moan came from behind her and Kalani turned to look, Guriel was fucking a woman on the island behind her while Lily focused intently on the food. He was thrusting into the woman ferociously and suddenly he stopped. 

“Lilianna! Come here!” 

She began to shake. “Dinner is almost done, Loatie. Please, give me five minutes. I’ll bring it right to you.” 

Kalani watched as Guriel stood up straight and his chair toppled backwards. Kalani pulled her guide Lily around in front of her and hugged her close to her body. Guriel pinned the vision Lily against the stove and started grinding against her. Tears poured down her face and she struggled to get away. 

“Please, please. Don’t.” 

Guriel growled and tore her pants off. He bent her over the stove and forced her legs apart. Lily tried to get away, but he held her down harder. He looped the kitchen towel around her wrists and tied it to the oven door. He rubbed his cock between her legs and she thrashed, screaming. 

Chapter 45- MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING 

No! Please. Don’t. STOP!” 

He pushed inside of her and she screamed out in pain. He kept thrusting inside of her and the Lily in Kalani’s arms whimpered. Kalani pushed peace and comfort into her, murmuring softly to her as she continued to watch the memory play out. He gripped her around the neck and pulled her hair back. He bit into 

er neck and she screamed again. Her head smashed into the pot and it spilled all over her, causing her to scream again in agony. 

He grabbed another towel and put it on her back to keep the scalding food from rolling down onto him as he finished. He pulled out and untied her wrists. She collapsed on the ground, still crying out in pain which was made worse by her landing in the scalding food. He cleaned himself up with the towel, before he Chrew it at her face. 

“Clean this shit up! Oh, and happy birthday.” 

He grabbed the woman’s hand and tugged her out of the kitchen as Lily pulled the towel off of her face, leaving a streak of his semen down her cheek. She slowly got up on her hands and knees to clean up the mess. She turned the stove off and spooned the stew on the bottom of the pot into a bowl. She took it to him, walking gingerly. She bowed to him and he grabbed her hair. He bent her head back to run his eyes over her face. 

“Go fucking shower, slut.” 

He pushed her away and she stumbled against the wall. She hurried out of the room and quickly showered. She crawled under her bed to sleep. She curled up in the fetal position. Her door was pushed open and she bit her hand to keep from screaming out. He looked around the room, before inhaling. His eyes flashed red, before he stomped over to the bed. He got on the floor to peer at her. He smiled coldly. 

“Eye spy with my little eye, a little tramp that needs to be taught a lesson,” he taunted. 

He pulled her out from under the bed and threw her down onto it. She tried to crawl across it, but he pulled her back. He pulled out a couple zip ties and attached her wrists to the headboard. She bucked and begged him to stop. He ignored all of it. He jerked her pants off and climbed up on top of her. He glared at her.