My Step-Dad Is My Mate novel Chapter 2

Two Years Later

Biting down on my apple while I approached my front door, I bobbed NY head slowly to the song Hero by Kid Cudi & Skylar Grey.

School was a drag as usual. I wasn't one to be bullied or anything like that, it's just always depressing to me.

Entering my front door, I shut it quietly to avoiding gaining my mom's attention if she was home....or his.

Since Richard married my mother, I've avoided them as much as I could for two years now.

Believe me, I love my mother more than life, but I can't stand seeing her and Richard together.

It's always hurt me, since they started dating, from the wedding and to this very day it still gets under my skin like nothing else.

Richard and I barely spare each other more than 20 words each per day, if not 1 0, but our moments of intense gazing are always shared.

My feelings for him have grown so much stronger over these couple years and I'm afraid as to why they haven't gone away yet. I always deemed it as a high school girl crush type of thing but this is just psychotic.

I dropped my bag near the door entrance and proceeded to the living room to catch up on my Empire shows, but the thought, feeling and mood for anything Empire left me as my eyes set on the scene before me.

Richard was sitting on the couch with my mother on top of him, the two sharing a very heated make out session moment.

I growled loudly, as anger flared in me as well as a huge amount of jealousy.

"Danica!" My mom yelled out, breaking their kiss and scattering off his lap.

"I'm sorry sweetie. We just...- well we..." She trailed off, looking down at her hands blushing up a storm.

Thank God she didn't think my growl was anything more than what she assumed; a growl of irritance at the sight.

Calming down myself the best I could, I shot her a fake smile, something I had learned to do to perfection after all this time of living a lie about my true feelings.

"It's …alright mom. I was actually about to go for a run..." I said.

A run definitely would be good right now. Freeing my wolf for a few hours, running out all my stresses and freeing me of then, at least for a little while is what I surely need right now. My eyes trailed over to Richard, who was standing behind my mother in silence fixing his clothes while his gaze was also on me.

"Oh but what about your birthday party?" She asked and I cringed. I forget my own birthday, not like I cared anyway. Only thing I couldn't wait for was the fact I'd find my mate and he'd free me from these out of place feelings for my step-father.

"I'll be back in time for it." I replied quickly, eager to leave the awkward atmosphere.

"Okay sweetie, but be careful." My mom said and blew me a small kiss. I caught it and placed the imaginary kiss on my chest then blew her one back before turning my back to leave.

"Keep your guard up Danica." His smooth huskily sexy voice said, sending shivers down my spine.

I bursted out through the front door, heading towards the thick woods and stripped of my clothing, leaving them in a close by stump then shifted into my dark red wolf.

Shaking out my thick shiny fur I then jetted into the forest, admiring the feel of the wind through my coat and on my face.

Running in my wolf form as always made me feel a sense of calm I couldn't get from anything else. It made me feel free, like I had nothing to worry about. No awkward home to go too, no unexplainable feelings I feel I should I have a reason for or explain. I just felt free.

I came to a large open field which was filled with white daisies and white roses. I often came here when I was younger after my father died. To scream, cry and let out any emotion that I didn't want to express in front of my mother. It became my little Safe Haven and it still is.