not his first mate now novel Chapter 13

It's been three weeks since I ran to this small town to hide from my ex mate. I found a little two bedroom house with a wooden fence around it. it was cute and old style, perfect for my baby boy. My wolf had been strange these last few days, telling me something was different. I could feel my body changing but took no notice of it.

I woke up with my phone ringing, I grab it and answer it.

"Hello" I try to rub the sleep from my eyes as I speak.

"Hey Lilliana, how was your night?" My mother's cheery voice comes through the phone making me smile.

"Good ma, I just have a head ache at the moment, how is Xaiden?" I missed my baby boy so much, sadness hit my suddenly and tears run down my face.

"He's doing really well." I sniff at her words, my body was being stupid.

"Are you ok Lilly?" she ask in a worried voice, this for some strange reason made me cry harder.

"I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment ma, I'm crying for no reason at everything and my damn head hurts." I complain with a groan and lay back on my bed.

"Owe goddess Lilly no." she started to cry on the other end which made me cry more. if I was thinking straight I'd say it was fucking humiliating.

"What's wrong with me ma?" I ask once the tears had settled down.

"Lilly sweetheart, it sounds like your pregnant again."and I'm completely fucked now, was it possible? did our goddess hate me that much? what the hell do I do now.

"I can't be." it come out in a whisper as I stare at my roof with horror written all over my face.

"You did have unprotected sex with the king when you marked him my dear." Thank you mother for reminding me of what I did a few weeks back. I growl in frustration at my own stupidness.

"What do I do mother?" I was at a loss, I felt like a child who couldn't think without help from there parents.

"You have two choices Lilliana, you either stay where you are and hope you can live through this pregnancy without your mate or you can go back to him and make a bargain." I new deep down she was worried I wouldn't survive this pregnancy. when I feel pregnant with Xaiden I had to be closely monitored as I got sick a lot and when I went into labour I almost died. if he wasn't for a friend having Dontae's blood close by then yes I would have died.

Your mates blood can help you heal and it's what helped me survive.

Could I really do that again? could I leave my son to defend for himself without me? No I will not do that to my baby boy, he is my world and will make an excellent big brother.