not his first mate now novel Chapter 28

"Is there a chance he may be mine?" he ask again, I couldn't form words so I just nodded. Thankfully that made him stop and remove his hands to rest on my hips, I struggle with my breathing as I leant against the wall. with quick movements I'm spun around and slammed into the wall with his head in my neck.

"Good, if he is then your mine." he growls, I just stare at the wall while he nips my neck.

"Xander you need to stop, my son will.." I didn't get a chance to say anymore.

"What do you think your doing with my mummy?" my son shouts, I can see his little body starts to shake once more and his eyes change to bright purple.

With all my strength I push Xander away, sending him flying into the wall and then I ran over to Xaiden, I drop in front of him.

"Honey calm down, I'm okay." I reach for him but he moved so fast that he's now standing in front me in a protective stance.

"You do not get to touch my mummy without going through me first." he growls at Xander who is smiling at him in awe.

"I wasn't hurting your mummy little man, I was showing her my love." I raise a brow at his words, well that's a load of shit, I thought to myself.

"That's not how we show our love and she can only love me." I hug him from behind and then feel him turn in my arms and wrap his arms around my neck.

"sh my sweet boy, I got you." I stand up with him in my arms and walk into the lounge room where I sat on the sofa.

"Do you love him mum?" he looks up at me with dark blue eyes.

"I did over five years ago." I admit with a sad smile, he looks into my eyes as though he is trying to see through my soul.

"he left you like they all do." it wasn't a question more of a statement on the facts.

"Yes." was my only answer to that.

"No I didn't leave your mummy." We both turn to see Xander in the door way leaning on the frame with his arms crossed and legs crossed at the ankles.

"If you didn't leave, then she wouldn't be sad." I look at my son who looks so grown up at this very moment.

"She left me little man."Xander's words made Xaiden look at me for confirmation, I give him a small nod to confirm it was true. He frowns and then grabs my face to assess my features.

"I can see it."I frown at him.

"See what?" Damn I had a bad feeling about this.

"He left you and when you woke your alone, you waited a week until you got sick and then left." tears made there way down my cheeks, I was beyond stunned with how he knew all this.

"Is that true?" I hear Xander ask but I couldn't take my eyes off Xaiden.