not his first mate now novel Chapter 34

"Okay Xaiden I want you to run to the roses and then back again okay." he nods and then takes off, it doesn't take him long to get back to me.

"okay now do a hand stand." his hands go on the ground and legs go up in the air.

"hold it." I make him hold it for a minute and then we both climb a tree.

Normally we do this just to wear some energy off him or else he gets restless all day and snappy. We hit the ground and race back to the house, he flips in the air before landing gracefully.

"Did you see that mummy." A big grin is etched on his face and I laugh at his enthusiasm.

"I sure did, now let's hit the showers and then start packing." he nods and then races off to hiss room where I soon hear the shower running. I make my way into my room and head for the shower, quickly I climb in to the water and sigh as the water pelts down on my back taking away all the knots that have formed from this morning. Suddenly I smell Xander close by and then feel his arms wrap around my waist, I lean my head back against his chest.

"I'm sorry about earlier love, it's going to take a while to get used to a child and a women in my life." I feel his fingers brush my sides lightly, I sigh in content.

"Xaiden has a very dominant wolf, I made him submit to me at a young age, but for him to listen to you it will not be easy." We both went quiet at this, we climb out of the shower and get dried.

"I'll have to make him submit won't I?" at his question I nod and then pull my cloths on. I look down at my body and close my eyes to hide the pain.

"I'm sorry about the baby." At his words I look up and gently place a hand on my now empty belly.

"It's for the best." I mumble, he pulls me into his arms and I wrap mine around his waist.

"We can try for one when your ready." He says into my hair, I laugh and pull away from him